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another interesting post i read on fb hehe!

2011-06-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

1：

你單身，我等你。
你說不想戀愛，我等你。
你突然有了新的開始，我等你。
你結束了你的愛需要療傷，我陪你，我等你。
我以為終有一天你會發現你身邊的我，終有一天會回頭。
卻從未想過，最終等來的卻還是，一句，對不起，你很好，可是....
我真想說一句，去你媽的對不起！

2：
我承認。
我不介意遷就你。
我可以一直擡頭仰望你。
只是你真的，從來都不看我嗎？

我在這裏啊，我在這裏啊！你聽見了嗎？

我真想問一句，你究竟是聾了還是瞎了啊？為什麽就那麽無動於衷呢?

3:
有時候會想。
我究竟喜歡你什麽。
我究竟在等你什麽？
也許得不到的才真的是最好的。
又或者，我只是沒有遇見，比你更好的。

4：
是不是真的要到，等我忘記了你。
是不是真的要到，等我放棄了你。
是不是真的要到，等我離開了你。
你才能真正地知道，我於你而言，也是那麽重要。

5：
你不知道某些時刻，我有多麽難過。
你不知道，沒有回應的等待，真的讓人很累。
你不知道，我是鼓起了多大的勇氣，才敢念念不忘。
又或者，你不是不知道，只是假裝不知道。
你是那麽自私。我是那麽傻逼。

6：
一次次反復。
哭累了，沈默了。
想放棄了，冷淡了。
可是時間一過，卻又還是想念了。
放不下，忘不掉，戒不了，走不開。

7：
身邊的人都會心疼。
周圍的人都會勸解。
大概也就只要你了吧。
仍舊那麽無動於衷。
大概也就只有我了吧。
仍舊那麽情有獨鐘。
該說什麽好呢？
一個願打一個願挨嗎？

8：
一直在等一個人
一直在等一個回頭
一直在等一份笑容
終於等到，我自己都沒了笑容
也夠了吧，我真的累了。
可是為什麽，我向左走，向右走，還是走不出愛你的圓。

9：
我並不奢求在你那裏找到幸福
也不敢想你會有什麽付出
只是想，既然做了決定我就義無反顧
可笑的是，你卻連一個讓我義無反顧的機會都不給我。

10：
你突然問我，什麽時候會抽煙了。
我笑笑，人都是會變的呀。
想你的時候，被你傷害的時候
心疼的時候，無奈的時候
煙，似乎也就自然而然了吧。
你又能真正關心我，顧及我多少呢？

11：
告訴自己
讓自己離開你
告訴自己
這是最後一次哭泣
很多事情，都是有界限的
很多時候，再堅強的人都是會累的。
我不是真的傻瓜，只是曾經為你心甘情願。
而現在，我最終還是找到一個方式，讓自己退出這不公平的遊戲了。

12：
很偶爾的
你會找我，聯系我。
你的突然出現，還是會挑起我心裏的弦。
只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不鹹不淡。
笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那，廉價的眼淚了。
然後聽你輕輕地說，你變了。
我不知道，是該笑還是該哭。
也沒有意義了，不是嗎。

13：
只是很突然的
看到一個相似的身影
聽到一個相似的聲音
總會身不由己，總會陷入回憶
不過，慢慢的，我也學著放下了
不是我變了，是我真的無能為力了，我認輸了。
我折騰不動了。

14：
只是突然地
聽見那些歌
突然想起你。
你會在哪裏？
過得快樂或委屈？
每當聽到這樣的歌詞，總是不由自主地想起我們。
只是，我知道，我們已經不是我們，以前要的也不是現在這種以後。

15：
那麽，許久之間，再次見面。
面對這樣的擁抱，我大概是不會有怎樣的情動了。
即使心裏翻天覆地，也會裝作一副淡然的樣子。
我曾經所有的熾烈，也最終，還是被你耗盡了。
怪你嗎？不怪你，誰都不怪，誰也怪不了。

分手

2011-06-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

I read this article on the net just a few moments ago. and I personally thinks that this is quite impressive. thus, sharing is caring, right?

credit goes to "http://lovebox.mykazo.com/view/4dcba76c99345"

have fun reading.

分手後，我還認識你，不過不再想見你，你過的好，我不會祝福你，你過的不好，我也不會嘲笑你，因為我們從此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。

很偶爾的，你會找我，聯繫我，你的突然出現，還是會挑撥我的心弦。只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不鹹不淡，笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說：「你變了。」、

總要等到過了很久，總要等退無可退，才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西，在後來的日子裡，再也遇不到了。再見了，我那麼那麼愛你，雖然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遺憾了。現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好？我還是會相信愛情，只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。

你突然點醒我，我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了，你找到了你愛的，而我，還在原地徘徊著。

我們再也不會像以前那樣，以彼此為不可替代；我們再也不會………
像以前那樣，那樣用力的愛，直到哭了出來。

一天，我終於不再思念他，因為他離開太久了，我的習慣已經不再是習慣。

一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑，可是，終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那，我淚如泉湧，不可抑制。這是，過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛，原來，世界上最痛的痛是離開。

最浪漫的情話，是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問：「你好嗎？」你稀鬆平常的回答：「我很好。」而其實你還愛著他，你一點也不好。

當看破一切的時候，才知道，原來失去比擁有更踏實。

有一個人，教會你怎樣去愛了，但是，他卻不愛你了。與其到處找借口，不如直接說一句我不愛了。忘記那個人，不如忘記自己，告訴自己，不是怕他忘記，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。歲月帶走的是記憶，但回憶會越來越清晰。真的有一天，他回過頭來告訴你，他一直在惦記你，千萬不要相信，因為，他已經不是原來的他，而你，也不再是過去的你。我心裡一直有你，只是比例變了而已。

現在終於到了要分別的時候，他比我先走，我反而覺得有點欣慰。這樣的悲傷，遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會，就讓我來承擔好了。

沒有什麼忘不了的，總會在以後的時間忘了你，先忘了你的樣子，再忘了你的聲音，忘了你說過的話，現在不行，以後也可以。

似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再見面，成熟的表演，不如不見

Multi-tasking? what about it?

2011-06-07T10:58:00.001-07:00

If you guys ever watched "Three Idiots", do you remember the scene that Vires used both of this hands to do two different equations? well if you notice that, i can tell you that is nothing, we all do that, just in different ways.

Benny Minaj, this dude, can actually watching some "好料" in a QT1 lecture, using his ears to listen, his eyes to watch, his brain to analyze both the lecture and the video at the same time.

Now, Aston Nomore, this fella can actually eat, talk, generate his biology-students-understands-only jokes, clacked at them, noticing the Tomato-girl opposite our table, predicting his future with Tomato-girl and planning his steps ALL at one time.

Zhirong Phua, this elite fella can lead a raid to "Ice-Cream Cone", conducting steps, giving out warning, laugh at my lame sensitive jokes, dps and turns out raiding with him ends up pretty well.

Rambo Pang, you are looking at a guy who can actually play monopoly/bomberman, and talking about WoW or Sc2 or any other games at the same time, during any year 3 lecture, paying 100% concentration on the class and lecture to prevent being called up to answer some friggin hard equations, scanning through the lecture room for any girl who have a twin-pony tail, wearing ba-zhang-style clothing, which eventually extinct during the 1920s, and tell me about which girl actually attracted his attention.

Eric Lai, nothing much about him, but he can actually do his fyp proposal, teach DnA'z Yipz taxation, "dry-land-swimming" probably at the same time.

I Salute thee, the Year 3 Elites of UTAR!

Mermaid Theory

2011-06-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

well i found out this at a drama named "How I Met Your Mother" or as know as HIMYM.

well back to this theory.

it suggest that, when 2 individual have spend a long time together, the man would realize the beautiness of the other individual, normally a female. just like how a Dugong can be mistaken as for a mermaid.

as for my opinion, i think that this is quite true also. (not to say what so ever)

however, for me, i would think that way, is because that the longer time 2 people spend together, they would have a bond created, as in they would tend to feel the importance of the other half.

beside that, they would able to see the sweet side of the other half.

apart from that, they would starts to adapt with living with the person. this makes as if socializing with them, it has become a habit.

well, what do you think?

Emo

2011-06-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

long time no see fellas! i know some of you already gave up reading my blog, if there is anyone lol.

by the way, a new semester now. left 2 more semester IF i'm lucky enuff to complete it :| but big possibility it would be awesome. heh.

dunno why these days very emotional :| probly over all those failed confession. *SIGH*

what is wrong with me, really, like, desperately for a gf? not really that but maybe i'm just bored or maybe spend too much time staying single.

lots of friends says single is good. but i think there's both pro and cons about it loh.

like, when you feel very down. you at least can find someone to talk to.

i mean, you know the feeling of watching a movie or drama alone?

sharing songs on facebook with no dearest person to tag.

and spending whole day on facebook + gaming (alone) + watch movie (alone) + listening to emo songs + study = ain't cool yo :|

Hello Again!

2010-08-10T16:15:00.001-07:00

so...there's this funny status update I saw on Facebook,

which goes something like this :

"It is the time where Hungry Ghost for Chinese,

And Hungry Peoples during daytime for Muslims."

and that's not the end.

No! it's not racist issue here.

it's regarding the Hungry Ghost Festival

and 1 month remaining for Hari Raya.

what comes is regarding the status reply.

"and more hungry cops around the neighborhood"

regarding that,

I have no comment on it. Seriously.

Notes for all readers,

Be extra caution on daytime and nighttime for this months.

Be safe and avoid those police summons.

Good morning and sun shine is GREAT!

signing out.

Ahhhh It's ALIVE

2010-06-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

Basically i'm talking about this blog lol.

anyway.

thanks ya all for noticing haha!

appreciate you guys!

Love ya!

Muacks!

anyway.

back to school tomorrow on wards.

Happy Studying Guys and Gals!

Boring Day

2010-05-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

so there was this guy,

went to Sunway Lagoon.

And Actually SPENT more of his time sleeping in there rather than mixing up with the girlfriends playing in there!

and yeah,

you are looking at this stupid guy's blog.

The girls are attractive and hot.

but it wasn't the mood for fun for me today i guess.

Played some games but no photo.

I mean, if someone is intended to playing in a water theme park.

who the hell will bring a lousy handphone with poor shot and non-water proof in to it?

well, some of the games are under maintained and there is less of people in there today,

perhaps it got something to do with this morning's gloomy weather?

well.

worn off now.

might head for bed soon.

seriously just writing something to show that i still care for my blog and readers.

The Value Of Money In A Relationship

2010-05-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

So before I pour out my usual blabbings. I Wish to share with ya'all about my Status Message in FB

as shown below:

We heard alot about money is not a factor that control in order to maintain a relationship,

but what about the hardship, blood, sweat and tears dripped in order to exchange for it in a relationship?

Now let me ask you again,

is Money a factor in order to maintain a relationship?

now you know the question,

AND

might be wondering...

HOW on earth i get to think this type of silly business.

before i start my theories,

let me share with you a long boring story to start with:

Mr A and Ms S has been in a relationship together for around 2 ~ 3 years. (just an estimation, it's somewhere around there)

So, they argued a lot like normal couples and get back together AGAIN like any ordinary couples until one day.

Mr A told me that he broke up with Ms S.

So i ought to think that "Great, what's the point of telling me that, you guys will get back in 3, 2 , .... wait a sec."

and that thought stopped until Ms S told me that she already broke up AND had a bf in outstation.

Yes, Mr A is in KL and Ms S and I are studying together in a same place.

soooooooooooooooo,

basically, yeah. the outstation means Kampar.

so many many days later after that incident

Mr A and Ms S is single till date. note TILL DATE.

Ms S broke up after 2 weeks after the new relationship blooms.

The new bf asked for a break up since he still love the ex-gf.

(stupid guy actually. i never seen him before that from that, i can know that he is a dumb moron retard ass.)

what past should just left there untouch. that is what my theme stays and still standing. till date.

so back to the story.

Mr A and Ms S single.

and yeah, got told that Mr A used around 10k on Ms S,

and yes, FORCED Mr A to spill out some p&c stuffs. Hohohohoho *evil smirk* satisfaction.

but yet. his p&c makes me think that Mr A might be an idiot.

first off, he is afraid of Ms S. as in if Ms S just shout at him, he stays puppy. And Ms S sm him alot, physically without the sex part.

secondly, i forced him to tell me his progress after 2 ~ 3 years and 10k spend.

he told me. the furthest. Just grabbing and *intimate* kissing over her blossom.

i asked him, have you got a glimpse of the secret garden or even take a touch of it.

"No" was the answer...

ok he MIGHT sound Noble.

but hell.

these time of the year.

2 years + and 10k spendings. WITHOUT sex. is just plain dumb. I'm serious.

at least a hand job will be nice at a minimal level but nope. nothing cross that line.

so from this story. how on earth can i link between relationship and money.

IF you see this in Mr A's point of view.

you spend 10k and 2 years and your gf actually dump you for a guy who eventually in the end dumped her in the end.

what is your thought?

so if you see that,

"Guy spend money on his gf - Responsible"

who state this law?

there is no consideration in here.

Married couple - yes.

GF/BF - NO.

that refers to a working bf as well.

he is earning his share of work,

he can buy something for himself but then he saved it for some other purpose.

what he did is just to see a smile on your face and you too to make a smile on his face.

okay back to theories.

first off, both of you did not sign legal documents.

second off, we spend something on you so that you are happy and you makes us happy ... - this does not ends here

by doing something else in return. we don't need sex or whatever shit. but at least. your heart is with us.

if you think that we spend on you and we do not expect something in return. Great, you just degrade yourself in to the rank of - "Begger".

The Nature's Law.

yes, a male gifts the best for the females.......WHEN the female is pregnant with the seed of the male.

enough said, no further explanation required.

if you insist of having one,

ok here's a logic.

do you see any male animal will give food to a female who is having no relationship with him?

if there is a yes, then i expect your resources comes from either, Disney Channel or something equivalent with it.

okay....maybe on CNN

on a disaster strike country?

where social workers or self volunteer distribute foods to someone who is not capable of getting "NEEDS"?

Female rights.

Owh great. Yes, society USED to have bias on females. but now, almost everything is balanced.

but yet, you are still expecting something from a male.

so what now?

Society bias on males now? Geez. get real man. there is no free lunch, you want something then earn it yourself.

or at least trade something equivalent with it.

ok i'm tired and brain dead.

sorry females who are reading this post.

i know i sound harsh on you girls but this is the REALITY of the society but then.

Male are just dumb creatures who sacrifices for the greater good and happiness for his other half but we are still happy with it. because this so-called dumbness made us a "Man".

Love is a Sin. But I am happy to live this so-called "Sin", with me for eternity.

The Final Examination (Period)

2010-05-11T11:51:00.000-07:00

So I guess i have been vanished from blog since the beginning of the final examination period.

owh well.

so this is the progress I THINK that might be it

Audit - Pass shouldn't be a problem but hopefully there's at least a C

PM - Not worth mentioning, 13 marks to pass. out of 60 question. Probability to pass 75%

English - Pass of course it is achievable but. Due to complication hopefully there's at least a B+

Advance Financial Accounting - Tough shit. but should be some marks achieved in the format and blabbish theory part. Pass shouldn't be a problem as well.

Accounting Information System - Going to take it on 13th. Wish me luck but coursework's high, so...might going to aim for B.

Owh well.

during this period.

i kinda created a video about Hitler Ranting about some RANDOM university.

No it is NOT UTAR.

here's the link http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1177454256137

I got quite a number of positive comments.

friends of course.

and you might think it is about UTAR but NO.

It shouldn't be.

but if you think it is then so be it ;)

i didn't tell you anything about it HAHA!

L4D2

2010-04-18T12:54:00.000-07:00

zzzzz

seriously.

I sark at this game.

this game basically give me some problems which includes.

a)feels like punching those fella who are so stingy with their health packs.

b)feels like punching car alarm ringer/NORMAL infected hunter

c)feels like punching witch disturber

d)feels like punching team killer. as in TEAM killer. not high ranking as in zombie killer but...yeah, TEAM killer.

e)feels like punching gives me headache

but one thing good is that you need to work really hard to play through out this mission.

but anyway

i still sark at it.

whatever.

Hallucination and Habitual Since She Was Gone

2010-04-16T05:12:00.000-07:00

====Note====

I'm writing back the first few month experience during she was gone.

what has passed should let it go isn't it?

===========

Just realize that it's been a year since she was gone.

Time flies when you didn't realize it, doesn't it?

during the first few months after the separation.

I woke up the other morning and find myself having this habit of sleeping left side of the bed where she used to sleep on the right, where it is near the wall, which preventing from kicking her down the bed during bed time.

Learned tried not to turn off the alarm clock during the first time the alarm goes off, and hitting the snooze button instead. To make sure I am able to wake up the second time after the 10 minutes snooze timer.

Leaving a seat between my friends and me on my left hand side when we went out for meals.

Carried two glasses out to make coffee during the morning.

The empty side in the closet where it used to fill with female attires isn't filled up yet.

The glass for tooth brush is too big for a single tooth brush. And it is still the same.

Walking by the places where we used to spend during the night and the corridor where we used to walk. The lakeside social ground where we used to walk there too. But this time, alone.

A room which was dirty and messy then but is clean and tidy now, but lacking a female's touch.

The room feels quiet as there is no one else complaining, about my smoking, gaming and other bad habits.

Although everything has changed since then.

My closet is filled with my clothes. tidily packed and separated between clothes, pants, and so on.

I'm sleeping nicely, rolling around the bed during the night, and able to see my pillow and boaster being kicked down the bed next morning.

I'm enjoying the time where able to look at the lakeside and the garden alone.

Unable to wake up for the morning class but there's Eric and Sushi called me over the phone, angrily shouting over the phone to wake me up. (Trust me, this works way better than an alarm clock)

well, every I've been double up for my caffeine intake. Well, that's for the rich taste of coffee blending in the mouth. Enjoying my coffee time slowly and enjoying as well.

Got used not to leave a seat between meal friend as well. Because he had a gf now. :)

It was a sweet moment then, but now it is just a past tense.

And I am moving on well as well :)

Jeremy's Philosophy Of The Day

2010-04-10T13:19:00.000-07:00

Enjoy the process of drinking hot coffee slowly.
Because this way you are able enjoy the taste of Hot, Warm and Cold coffee.
The hot sensation of the beginning sip, the mild temperature half way the process, and the cold taste reminds you the sensation when the coffee is hot.
Just like in a relationship.
Take your time.
Suspense the thrill.
That's how a relationship last forever.
Are you caffeine'd?

LDR

2010-04-10T11:53:00.001-07:00

So what does this LDR represents?

Long Distance Relationship i'd say.

as well as it represents.

Long Distance Ruins~

so well.

a couple friend of mine

(which mean i know both the bf and the gf)

broke up after a 3 years of relationship.

well the girl study as the same place as i do.

in Kampar, Perak of course.

and the guy's from my housing area.

Subang Jaya, Selangor.

then one day.

he messaged me over sms and sounds so emotional.

so i figured that something musta been wrong.

but of course.

didn't pay much attention,

so i test the girl instead.

and from there i found out that they have broken up.

well later on this girl told the guy that she had found a guy that she love over here.

and going to club with him yesterday night as at 10th April 2010.

so obviously the bf go emotional and all.

And yes,

back to Jeremy the Relationship Counselor.

finally chilled him down(I guess, after a long chat and he stop replying)

Not to say that LDR is bad or what

but.

It requires more than just Love to get the Bonds tight as it is.

effort, patience, trust and so on goes the list where it can go as far as it can.

whatever,

but i WILL not start a LDR.

it sucks seriously.

In My Opinion.

what for having a relationship that you can't be with the person by your side when you need him or her?

it's is something like DATING VIRTUALLY!

come one man, think about it!

Which of the following sounds absurd to you:

a) Nanotechnology

b) Cyborg

c) Jeremy is Fat

d) Long Distance Relationship.

It is absolutely bonding yourself to something that is unstable.

You don't know what's happening over the other end.

You aren't there for here.

You are not DATING her.

and of course this happens vice versa.

you may be a good person but who knows she found someone better over there while you aren't there to compete with the 3rd party?

obviously she/he won't able to tell you that,

"OMG darling, i found someone that treats me good over here, and not to mention that he/she is SUPER handsome like someone from DBSK/Tiara(or which ever boy/girl band you think is pretty)" at your face, right? Obviously such thing only happens over TVB drama.

WHAT IF she/he didn't tell you at all?

(be glad that she told you, why?read on. remember this is just an assumption. nothing to do with the real person. just came out from my out-of-the-world imaginary power.)

she might be fucking someone right behind your back?

making all those love bites like how she did it to your days back?

waking up at another guy's bed. NAKED. and their sweat sink in to the bed.

Used condoms in the dustbin.

her underwear throwing all over his place?

Yada...yada...yada...blah...blah...blah...

without telling you about it?

and where were you?

still waiting for her coming back to your arms.

STOP DREAMING MAN!

another delay is another pinch of salt sprayed on your wounds.

just without your realizing how hurt it is.

but the pains will one shot all come to you once you know about it.

It MIGHT kill you right on the spot. Trust me it is THAT pain.

So ending with a word of mine.

"Love can be so fragile when it is in a long distance relationship."

Bah!!!!

2010-04-08T07:16:00.001-07:00

Guess what?

Yes. I got pre-barred from taking the final examinations. AGAIN.

this is OBVIOUSLY the office problem.

First, beginning of the semester, they send my registration 2 week after the study semester starts.

It's okay.

I can manage with the first 2 weeks of studies later on.

AND NOW

they pre-barred me. AGAIN.

same time every semester.

owh well.

Need to write a unbarred letter and a interview with Mr Felix, the faculty head of department.

On Wednesday, 2,40pm.

owh well

that's it for today.

Bo Beep Bo Beep. Out.

Fuh.

2010-04-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

I tell you what.

Today.

I was the only representative from T18 (and this is my tutorial class number)

to attend English Tutorial Class.

luckily, there's Kah Mun and her girls from T19 join the class.

If not that will be like attending 1 to 1 PHD lesson.

anyway.

the English lesson is kinda stress free.

has some quiz and informal chat with the tutor.

Well. Of course that's not the end of my day. duh.

Jeremy will NEVER have dull day(for now. boredom will kill me. real hard)

Help Ms Joey Chew with design for her blogger interface.

hopefully that she will be satisfied with it.

anyway, here is her blogspot add :

http://tehjoey03.blogspot.com/

of course there's similarity between hers and mine.

hope that she will love it haha!

but if she is not satisfied.

that can't be blamed.

tell me what can you do in less than 1 hour time about blogging interface where:

merging both copyright material and non in to a blog.

(It is not as easy as you think. for a computer idiot like me)

editing copyrighted material in to something unique.

(yeap. i even edit the body background contains her name in twilight font. cool eh?)

and well the others is for you guys to explore.

good night

Bo Beep Bo Beep out.

The Subway Of Life

2010-04-06T20:28:00.002-07:00

If you ask me,

what can "The Human Life" be put in a moment.

I would say that Human Life is like getting on a subway or a train during a busy morning.

Before you are born, you charged in to the train just like million of others of peoples on the train platform. Only those who are lucky is able to enter the train. Of course, there's people who are stepping out from the train as well. As we know that trains are getting bigger these days but yet it still can't get hold of these much peoples. The world is over populating.

Inside the train there is loads of unknown peoples to you. Some will approach you and some won't.

you may find someone giving up his or her seats for the old, young, handicapped and pregnant. some however don't. Just as you can find kind hearted peoples everyday.

It is up to you to get to know them anyway.

For those people you meet on train, some have good intention on the other hand, some don't. Others may just stay Switzerland, aka remain neutral.

Maybe you're lucky that you will find someone pleasing to you on the train. For most of the case, yes you will. And maybe you will leave him or her anyway for another better companion.

when you reached your destination, you step out from the train, leaving those you peoples you know behind. And that is the end of your train riding journey. Of course, shit happens as maybe someone from behind pushed you out from the train accidentally. But that too, your train riding journey ends there. Unless you get to push back in. That is your will to come back.

Some might have extraordinary fun and adventurous train riding experience, some for those who just prefer to be alone, of course, just another dull train ride.

So how is your train riding experience till today?

Out From The Deep

2010-04-06T09:38:00.000-07:00

We came out from the deep,

To learn to love,

To learn how to live,

To avoid the mistakes we made,

To help and understand but not to kill,

It takes many lives till we succeed,

To clear the debts of many hundread years,

That's why we are here...

她拒绝了他100次，第101次，他拒绝了她！！！（看完不后悔！）

2010-04-05T21:40:00.000-07:00

昨天，他拒绝了她。

　　一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。

　　她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好

　　她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。

　　接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她，呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。

　　大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？

　　5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”

　　博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说，“我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。

　　很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。

　　可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他来。

　　从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。

　　苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮地相亲。

　　那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。

　　在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。

　　原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。

　　他装修房子的时候她经常去他家给他参谋，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他给她端水，削水果，给她回答工作中的种种问题。

　　那一天，他房子装修完了，邀她去吃饭。只有他们两个人，晚上的灯光很美。她知道他要说什么，有点期待，又有点紧张。果然他说，房子有了，缺一个新娘。

　　她装作没有听懂，其实她是希望他继续四年前那样的直白，直截了当地说：这辈子我会让你知道我是对你最好的。但是他没有。他只是喟了一口气，什么也没有说。

　　送她下楼的时候，他竟然握了握她的手，很紧很紧的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放开了。然后招呼也没有打就走回去了。

　　以后的日子就忽然尴尬起来，他碰见她也只是淡淡的，点个头打个招呼。校车上也不和她坐一起。等车时也不和她说话。她的硕士生答辩时请他来当委员，他也推脱了。

　　终于她看见他和别的女孩子在一起，说说笑笑的，她心里确实酸酸的，莫名其妙的还有些愤怒。她最好的朋友劝她说，他大三开始追她，她就算倒过去追他一回又有什么？都要快三十岁的人了。

　　可是，当她鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”

　　她也听说过他交女朋友了，但是怎么可能这么快呢？从她十九岁到现在，这么多年的感情，难道他一下子忘记了吗？他不是说过等她一辈子的吗？

　　昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。这么多年来她从没有这么哭过。难道男人真的这么容易转移感情吗？真的吗？

我之所以把这篇文章放在这是想提醒自己也提醒看过此文章的人：珍惜身边的人，尊重别人的感情。每个人都有自己的另一半，别因为他（她）有缺点而冷落她（他）因为他（她）爱你才让自己的缺点暴露在你面前，因为他（她）想爱是可以承载一切的，别让他（她）等的太久，当心死了，所有的一切也都结束了！珍惜你爱的人。

请耐心一点将这个很短的故事看完……

一个朋友说，追她很久的那个男孩今天结婚了。

我说，你想怎么样呢？人家喜欢了你那么久都无动于衷……

她说，去参加了婚礼。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帅。好像第一次觉得他也蛮有魅力的，怎么当初就没发觉呢？

她说，原本觉得自己从来没有爱上他，

但在新娘新郎交换戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。

她说，最难过的，不是你爱的人不爱你，而是爱你很多年的那个人，转身离去。

当看见那个说爱你一辈子，等你一辈子的人，给另外一个女孩子的无名指带上戒指的时候，你能听到自己心碎的声音。

今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。

他在全封闭训练的时候，为了能给她打电话，他都要走很远很远的路，去公用电话亭。

冬天飘着雪，很冷。

她却还不耐烦的说，干嘛没事总给我打电话？

她不知道他在那边已经冻的不行了。

他只是想听听她的声音。

现在，她想起这些来，脸上还是会洋溢着幸福的微笑。

然后定过神来，看着眼前这对新人……

新郎依旧是他，但是他的甜言蜜语海誓山盟，却再也不是为她所说。

有多少人一辈子承诺爱一个人又付诸行动了呢？

当努力了好多年依然没有结果的时候，谁还会一直等你呢？

终于明白，我们都能勇敢的面对——你爱的人不爱你，

但是，谁都无力面对—— 一个爱你很久很久的人转身离去。

那种骄傲，那种幸福，荡然无存。

请珍惜身边默默爱你的人。

用心呵护和把握每一份真爱。

不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，

不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及。

或许，当他有一天真的离开了，

你会发现，

真正离不开彼此的，

是你，

不是他……

几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，

我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,

当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,

是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,

我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,

错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过……

但是，请允许我说这样自私的话，

多年后，

你若未娶，

我还未嫁，

那，

我们能不能在一起？？

I found this over the facebook shared notes anyway.

but is it just me or these days this kind of love notes is flying around in facebook?

Happy Easter Everyone!!!

2010-04-04T20:10:00.000-07:00

How is your weekend everybody?

Mine is basically running around here and there

and not to mentioned that running around Penang for good FOODS!

din't take much picture of myself but have tonnes of Scenery Pictures!

All of them are from The Pagoda Tower anyway.

didn't really visited there since young or maybe there is but i ought to forget it.

Anyway.

Happy Easter Day :)

Why Condom Comes in Pack or 3s, 6s and 12s

2010-04-04T20:08:00.000-07:00

A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son.

They happen to walk by the condom display, and

the boy asks, “What are these, Dad?"

To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex."

"Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school."

He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"

The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday."

"Cool" says the boy.

He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?"

"Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday."

"WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack.

With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March......."

Found this on Facebook anyway.

Haha!

A Notice For Yourself

2010-04-02T02:23:00.001-07:00

记住，

改变自己不是因为别人，更不是为了那位不再珍惜自己的（他/她）。

既然（他/她)已经错过了爱(你/妳)的机会, 更不再在乎（你/妳）对（他/她）的爱，那就别在错下去了。

（你/妳）必须比别人更爱（你/你）自己，别被别人利用了。

last blog update before i head to out station.

Catch ya all people on Sunday then.

Have a blast weekend ahead :)

Qingming Festival

2010-04-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Yerp that's right.

It's this time same time every year.

so i'm heading back to my Father's place for this event.

Won't be around during the weekends till Sunday Afternoon perhaps?

so everybody else enjoy your weekend ya!

April Fool !!! 愚人节 !!!

2010-04-01T03:20:00.000-07:00

愚人节是在365天之中和心仪对象表白最安全的一天，

万一心仪对象脸色一变，

可以和他/她说:

“愚人节快乐！”

April Fool would be the safest day to confess towards the person you like.

Just in case that he or she doesn't show the expected response,

you can change to an April Fool joke

K Pops

2010-03-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

I know it's been like 5 month since the release of this Music Video.

but who cares as long as the video is Nice!!!!

Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra

브라운아이드걸스 - Abracadabra

well but this is new! 1 week ago perhaps?

T-ara/Tiara - I Go Crazy Because Of You

티아라 - 너 때문에 미쳐

Enjoy :)

If You Enjoy House Music

2010-03-31T08:50:00.001-07:00

Then I have a blog site to recommend.

The Blog title : DeeLeto -- House Music --

the address is : http://deeleto.blogspot.com/

i checked it out myself.

it was totally cool ;)

enjoy yourself :)

Fantastic!!!!

2010-03-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

Well that is the end of my presentations for current semester.

all i can say that it is FANTASTIC!

obviously.

i did recorded my presentation.

However...

there's too much sound disturbance(gotta blame it on my darling K660i)

another reason to get a Chocolate Love heh!

and yeah,

my voice sounds squeaky i the video.

like...adult version of Donald Duck i suppose.

will consider to upload the video here thou ;)

heh

anyway

saw my ex-gf walk past the tutorial corridors today.

either unintentionally or intentionally she ignored me.

owh well.

don't bother.

On the other hand.

Me and my friend got pwned by Dota AIs...

sad case huh?

2v5 -ardm :\

It's Here!!!

2010-03-30T09:14:00.001-07:00

Finally.

after zillions and zillions of trial and error.

my Blog.

is.

finally.

Completed :D

*maybe it might need some later-on-make-overs

but hell that.

there's one thing bothering me thou.

Why is there like 2 diff type of font in a single post -_-|||

This.

Is.

Madness.

30/3/2010

2010-03-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

Just another day at school and yeah,

1 presentation downed and left 1 more tomorrow.

saw some girls from PR Y1S3 in the lectures thou.

they sure seems like those B.E.G. girls performing during UTAR Model Search Night '10

anyway,

saw this peculiar shared notes

(My, my, my..aren't these relationship notes commonly seeing flying around facebook these days?

=================================

♥ 这样疼女友很拽的，这才是男友，你够格吗？XDD

=================================

我不允许你哭，因为有我在你还哭的话，就证明我没用，那还要我干什么？！

我不允许你和别的男孩子晚上在外面玩，不是我不信任你，在心胸阔的男孩子也会吃醋的，更何况我是那么的在乎你！

我不允许你不吃饭，人是铁饭是钢，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你熬夜，理由和第二条一样，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你干体力活，有我在你凭什么那么累，乖乖的给我擦汗，倒水喝！

我不允许你起的比我早，别废话，让你睡你就睡，睡饱了好起来吃我做的早餐！

我不允许你单独一个人走夜路，因为有我在我永远不会让你一个人走！

我不允许你吃醋，开玩笑，我那么专一，我如果在你面前多看别的女生一眼，我把自己剁了！

我不允许你喝酒，不是不让你喝，少喝可以，喝多了伤身体！

我不允许你把手弄伤，一个女生最漂亮的除了脸蛋就是手了，你要爱护啊！

我不允许你不信任我,我对你承诺的话,说过的话,答应你的一切我都会做到!

我不允许你不理我，你在我心中是那么重要，没有你我会很不自在，不要折磨我好吗？

我不允许你和我斗嘴，我让着你你才能赢，到现在和女生打嘴架除了我让着的，要不没有能赢我的！

我不允许你孤单，我的爱和思念会时刻陪在你左右，有它们陪你，你不会感到孤单！

我不允许你下雨不打伞,虽然女人是水做的,但淋湿了会感冒, 我会心疼!

我不允许你生气,有我在你会很开心的,哪怕是天塌了,我也要先把你逗笑!

我不允许你不听话,你如果问我为什么强行抱你去医院的话, 我只回答一句话:因为你是我的!

我不允许你吓我,我很胆小,不要用任何事吓我,我会很害怕!

我不允许你打我,不要打了,你的手会很痛的,我很抗打哦!

我不允许你大声的跟我喊，省省吧，嗓子不痛吗？喊坏了我还心疼呢！

我不允许你独自过马路，现在的司机很猛的，我要牵着你的手，把你平安的送到对面！

我不允许你懦弱，你要非常强悍，我这么不听话，你要管得住我哦！

我不允许你斤斤计较，做女人要看的开，心胸广阔才能快乐，听话哦！

我不允许你是最快乐的，因为拥有你，我已经是世上最快乐的了，所以你只能排第二了！

我不允许你不说话，宝贝，我们也需要交流，就算是我单方面的赔礼道歉你也应该给点面子说声：“原谅你吧！”

我不允许你要风度不要温度，多穿点吧，天冷会感冒的，不管你穿的怎么样，你在我眼里都是最美的！

我不允许你减肥，我的爱跟你的体重没关系，你要坚信无论你变成什么样，我都爱你！

我不允许你迷惘，小傻瓜不许怀疑我是否爱你！

我不允许你去远的地方不告诉我,那样我一定会疯的!

我不允许你………………

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Thanks Mico Be' for sharing thou

this will be her facebook profile link.

http://www.facebook.com/bebe.mico

This Will Remain

2010-03-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

As stated in the previous post.

i screwed my layouts and blah...blah...blah...yada...yada...yada...

ANYWAY~

entering week 11

and yes I'm still not motivated to do anything YET (Obviously)

well still have 2 more presentation hanging on my arse.

will be free after wednesday night thou.

Exposed many stuffs to Ms Belinda Lee this afternoon (her morning, and hey! Happy Easter)

if anything were heard from a 3rd party saying it.

I would know OBVIOUSLY who to find /gg

so yar.

Have a great day ahead peoples.

Time for me to head for bed.

Good Night and God Bless.

I Screwed It...

2010-03-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

Okay Fine.

I screwed my previous blog layouts and setting.

Grrr.

Please kindly leave your blog address at ShoutMix.

Have Fun.

♥ ♥ ♥ 티아라 ♥ ♥ ♥ 사십시오 @ 유희열의 스케치북

2010-03-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

♥ ♥ ♥ 티아라 ♥ ♥ ♥ 사십시오 @ 유희열의 스케치북
Tiara Live @ Sketchbook ♥

ahhhh....Cute Girls with Furry Kitten Paws.

♥.¸ஐ¸.·ღ T-ara Bo Beep Bo Beep 19+ ღ.¸ஐ¸.·♥

2010-01-22T22:40:00.000-08:00

♥.¸ஐ¸.·ღ T-ara Bo Beep Bo Beep 19+ ღ.¸ஐ¸.·♥

*Bo peep Bo peep*

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!

첨부터 질투만 자꾸 부리고
 cheombuteo jiltuman jakku borigo
 다른 사람과 있냐고 안심하는 나 
dareun saramgwa innyago ansimhaneun na
 이젠 나에게 지쳤다고 말하는 너
 ijen naege jichyeotdago malhaneun neo
 화 좀 내지 말라고
hwa jom naeji mallago
Bo Peep  Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!  

너무 너무나 착했던 네가 
neomu neomuna chakhaetdeon nega
 나한테 오니 나한테 오니 나한테 오니 변했어
 nahante oni nahante oni nahante oni byeonhaesseo 
나를 너무 사랑했던 네가 
nareul neomu saranghaetdeon nega 
지금 모습, 지금 모습은 
jigeum moseup, jigeum moseubeun 

Follow me Follow me 나를 따라 Follow me
 Follow me Follow me nareul ttara Follow me 
가라니 가라니 가라 넌 너무 좋은 걸 
garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol
 I'm so sorry i'm not amazing 
화내지마 자 웃어줘 이제 그만 화 풀어
 hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!

  1,2,3,4,5... 
보고싶다고 자꾸만 전화했었고
 bogosipdago jakkuman jeonhwahaesseotgo
 빨리 오라고 재촉만 자꾸 하는 나 
ppalli orago jaechongman jakku haneun na 
이런 내가 너무 지겹다고 말하는 너
 ireon naega neomu jigyeopdago malhaneun neo
 화 좀 내지 말아줘
 hwa jom naeji marajwo
Bo Peep  Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah! 

한 순간 보며 웃었던 네가
 han sungan bomyeo useotdeon nega
 나한테 오니 나한테 오니 나한테 오니 변했어
 nahante oni nahante oni nahante oni byeonhaesseo
 내 말을 다 받아주던 네가...
 nae mareul da badajudeon nega...  

Follow me Follow me 나를 따라 Follow me
 Follow me Follow me nareul ttara Follow me 
가라니 가라니 가라 넌 너무 좋은 걸 
garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol
 I'm so sorry i'm not amazing 
화내지마 자 웃어줘 이제 그만 화 풀어
 hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!  

이런 나의 모습이 널 힘들게 할 줄은 몰랐어
 ireon naui moseubi neol himdeulge hal jureun mollasseo
 다시 이뤄졌다고 하지마 we are together! 
dasi irwojyeotdago hajima   

Follow me Follow me 나를 따라 Follow me
 Follow me Follow me nareul ttara Follow me 
가라니 가라니 가라 넌 너무 좋은 걸 
garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol
 I'm so sorry i'm not amazing 
화내지마 자 웃어줘 이제 그만 화 풀어
 hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo

TRANSLATIONS

*Bo Peep Bo Peep*

You're so jealous from the beginning
You're always accusing me of being with someone else
You say that you're sick of me
Don't get mad - Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!

You were so so so kind
You changed 'cause of me, 'cause of me, 'cause of me
You loved me so much
Now, now

Follow me Follow me
Following me, Follow me
I like you, you, you so much

I'm so sorry, I'm not amazing
Don't get mad, smile, don't get angry

1,2,3,4,5...
You called me saying you missed me
You always told me to hurry up
Now you say that you're sick of me
Don't get angry, Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!
Once, you smiled at me
You changed 'cause of me, 'cause of me, 'cause of me
You used to always accept me

Follow me Follow me
Following me Follow me
I like you, you, you so much
I'm so sorry, not amazing
Don't get mad, smile, don't get angry

I didn't know that I could make you suffer
Don't say that you hate it all now
How can we.. (I think this part should be "We got together")

Follow me Follow me
Following me Follow me
I like you, you, you so much

I'm so sorry, I'm not amazing
Don't get mad, smile, don't get angry
Bo peep Bo Peep....

Know Your Friend :)

2010-01-20T22:57:00.000-08:00

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "DAMN that was fun!!"

FAKE FRIENDS: have never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

i found this on one of my facebook pal's profile page :)
Chris Vestal - http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1392930492&ref=mf

《要我的命》

2010-01-18T22:19:00.000-08:00

為什麼別人的internet,那麼順利?
手牽手心連心,每天都开心～
和我住的不是無情就是無義，OH~ OH~
愛給的比小氣断线比狠心 OH~ OH~
BA~BA~BA BA~BA~BA

线Lag了，线断了，DanishHouse不理，
断线像是一種病，
要我的命！要我的命！
遇到PPStream天子，身體開始僵硬，
要我的命！要我的命！
PPStream的絕緣體，老天無能為力，
要我的命！要我的命!

告訴我百分百的顺线，要多少距離？
我會努力永遠不放棄，等待它降臨～！

线断了，DanishHouse不理，
你要PPStream，要我的命！你要PPStream，要我的命！
沒有PPStream，要你的命！沒有PPStream，要你的命！
你要PPStream，要我的命！你要PPStream，要我的命！
沒有PPStream，要你的命！沒有PPStream，要你的命！

-改篇自Rainne的《要我的命》

2010-01-05T04:17:00.000-08:00

================= 甩蔥歌 - 初音未來（初音ミク）=================
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阿拉擦擦呀哔哔拉哔哔,拉吧哩邦biun邦连n邦波,哇吧哩吧吧吧哩吧哩,吧哩哔哩哔哩哔哩苏点点邦波,呀吧丙囔点囔点阿罗,哇拉吧皿囔点囔点阿罗,哇拉吧丙囔点囔点n囔丙囔点n囔丙囔丙囔丙丙丙丙丙!
阿拉擦擦呀哔哔拉哔哔,拉吧哩邦biun邦连n邦波,哇吧哩吧吧吧哩吧哩,啊吧哩哔哩哔哩哔哩苏点点邦波,呀吧丙囔点囔点阿罗,哇拉吧鲁布鲁布鲁布鲁布爹耶不,吧皿吧皿囔点囔波,哈哈啪啪啪啪噗噗点呀不.
阿拉擦擦呀哔哔拉哔哔,拉吧哩邦biun邦连n邦波,哇吧哩吧吧吧哩吧哩,吧哩哔哩哔哩哔哩苏点点邦波,呀吧丙囔点囔点阿罗,哇拉吧鲁布鲁布鲁布鲁布爹耶不,吧皿吧皿囔点囔波,哈哈啪啪啪啪噗噗点呀不!

Jeremy's Defination Of "终身的另一半"

2009-12-09T22:34:00.001-08:00

终身的另一半：

1）一个会让你/妳开心，伤心，生气，以及让你/妳心情在短时间内180度大变的人。

2）一个时常让你/妳破口大骂的臭家伙，不过也是心里最常挂念的那个“臭家伙”。

3）一个无论他/她做过多少让你伤心，当你/妳叫他/她滚出你/妳面前，不过当他/她跪下斟茶认错时，让你/妳心软的人。

4）一个时常在冷冰冰的夜里和你/妳抢棉被/枕头或半夜时常一脚踢你/妳下床/吻墙壁的坏东西。

5）一个时常在别人/朋友/家人面前泼你/妳冷水的混蛋，但是在别人后面被你/妳常常欺负的人。

6）同性也可

消愁

2009-12-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

借酒消愁愁更愁，

抬头忘眼杯中酒，

酒醒了时又重醉，

眼前佳人仍别离。

冬恋

2009-11-29T01:44:00.000-08:00

冬天夜里难入眠，

与君分隔东西边，

烦了嘴里摊着烟，

得知君儿刚上线，

卯时线上聊了天，

希望来日得见面，

希望未来有份缘。。

Someone Left Me...

2009-11-01T13:25:00.000-08:00

no, it's not someone just special.
He's my buddy
my coursemate,
my friend.
he just left us like that,
leaving nothing but our depress.

i can't believe that it's his departure that lead me to write on this blog again.
FUCK IT MAN!
WHY
how could you....

miss you man,
those unspeakable words,
things that unable for me to do,
things that i've did.

I'm sorry.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I miss you....

1st of November.
every year.
this is the day that i will remind me of you.

rest in peace,
my friend...
farewell...

Conscience

2009-09-20T11:54:00.000-07:00

Conscience

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Definition from the Web
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–noun
1. the inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action: to follow the dictates of conscience.
2. the complex of ethical and moral principles that controls or inhibits the actions or thoughts of an individual.
3. an inhibiting sense of what is prudent: I'd eat another piece of pie but my conscience would bother me.
4. conscientiousness.
5. Obsolete. consciousness; self-knowledge.
6. Obsolete. strict and reverential observance.
—Idioms
7. have something on one's conscience, to feel guilty about something, as an act that one considers wrong: She behaves as if she had something on her conscience.
8. in all conscience,
a. in all reason and fairness.
b. certainly; assuredly.
Also, in conscience.
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i felt that i lost 'em...
after having a chat with Ah Boy and Carlyn
yeah,
a chat about my ex-gfs during my year of study in Kampar.
felt really really bad about dumping them.
thinking back how stupid and heartless of me in the first place.
even thou that
no matter how sorry i felt now.
it just wouldn't change isn't it?

well i did msn a recent ex-gf of mine a few moments ago.
but till now there is no reply,
well i guess she couldn't accept it until now.
couldn't blame anyone but myself.

all of them have their bfs now.
they seems happy.
I should feel happy for them,
shouldn't I?

seeing a smile on their face.
brightens me a little.
at least knowing them that
they found their true love of their live.

conscience.
a journey for me start finding them?

Camwhoring :3

2009-07-31T03:37:00.000-07:00

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sorry guys for the disappearance AGAIN

yeah been a god darn busy week
it's been like...entering the 4th week or so of non-stoping exam madness
insane isn't it?

it's not that really that busy either
haha
just don't know what to write and don't really have something to update about.

so yeah.
Cam-Whoring

Say Hello To Ms Karen Kan. I know she's going to kill me if she sees this haha.

Behold.....Utar Toilet Cam Whoring

Yeah It's The Toilet Again =/

Last Scene!!!!!

Ninja MODE!!

Turtle Neck - SeeD
Jacket - Sub

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It's Been A While Right?

2009-07-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

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It's been a while since i last updated,
everything's been cool
just tired with constant exams and stuffs
intended to drop 1 repeat subject but then all
works done have been wasted
due to the amount paid for the subject cannot be refunded
geez
just wasting my time writing the god darn letter.
so well
heading back to class AGAIN
and i think i just miss the mid term for that particular subject
let's see of the lecturer is able to let me resit for the subject's mid term 1
owh right
within this period of time.
FINALLY
found someone fond of roses.
but she's fond of purple roses.
while me on the other hand prefer red or black
according to her
purple roses possessed evil powers @@
scary isn't it?
haha
"Jen"
feel free to visit her blog at the link place.
well in case you're just too lazy to find it
i'll submit a link here.
ღ Deep WIthin Jen - Jen Ny ღ
Jen hope you don't mind I help promote your blog ya? ^^

till then fellas.
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2009-06-26T02:09:00.000-07:00

On and On - Utada Hikaru
album - This Is The One (2009)

(On & On) [x4]

I just want to dance the night, the night, away
Go ahead and make my day, Mr. DJ
(Make the night go on and on, make the night go on and on)

[Chorus:]
Honeys, if you're gay, burn it up, like a gay parade
Honeys, if you're straight, bump it up, take it all away
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic's what I am today
Light me up

[Refrain:]
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on
I'm living up my life until the day I die
Don't need a lullaby

Ee oh ee oh (on & on & on) [x4]

Music got me sweating hard
I feel my heart bumping like an 808
Uh huh, okay

Make the night go on and on
If you want to mess with us
Make the night go on and on
You can play the game with us

[Chorus]
Honeys, if you're gay, burn it up, like a gay parade
Honeys, if you're straight, bump it up, take it all away
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic's what I am today
Light me up

[Refrain]
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on
I'm living up my life until the day I die
Don't need a lullaby

Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic
On & on, on & on & on
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic is what I am today
Light me up
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on...

Utada's New Album :D

2009-06-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously i'm slow about this one...
it's out but i got lagged behind
I'm so sorry Utada-Chan.

anyway.
plan to get her album this weekend and will listen to it whole day and night :)

Fellas
I present you

Utada Hikaru
This Is The One (2009)
Released 12th May 2009

Day 24 : Twilight Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

2009-06-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

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Seriously Speaking,
This OST rocks!

i mean,
most of the songs are kinda cool in a way
but still i prefer Bella's Lullaby
:)
sweet song.
you guys should really check it out.

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Day 23 : Twilight Saga : New Moon

2009-06-11T22:42:00.000-07:00

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New Moon Youtube Trailer in HD

damn,
can't wait till 20.11.2009
for New Moon
seems cool
and Jacob can transform as well???
thing are getting a lil more interesting isn't it?

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Day 22 : Sickness Madness

2009-06-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

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guess what?
entering the 5th day of sickness
visited the doctor 2nd time this week
he gave me another set of stronger medicines to replace the one he gave me 2 days back
well
it's a bit dizzy after taking the medicines
but after i wake from the nap
the sick sure DID reduced
but it's back again few hours later
cough's been bad
headache's been worst
and due to the work out yesterday
my chest and arm muscle's aching
darn it.
another day with porridge
well
the food's at Golden Sand's good
but just that the food and beverages just too slow to be served.
imaging 3 porridge and takes 2 hours for us to finish our meals.
BH's porridge's came the last
HAHA.
finally a joke for the day.
darn.
I hate being sick

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Day 21 : Still Sick

2009-06-09T12:39:00.000-07:00

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this is total madness!!
my medicines is running low
but my sickness still here
i guess the hot weather sure is affecting my body a lot.
i drank a lot of water
i ate my medicines on time and after meals.
i have sufficient rest
i even took a nap
and i went to the gym this morning after my math 2's class
the gym seems cool
good equipments
but somehow limited.
well the morning session is kinda pack
until 12 pm.
i guess most of the students having 12 pm classes.
i feel energetic during the gym time
NO SICKNESS!!!
LOADS OF SWEATS !!!
but after the workout
after taking a nap
the darn sick came back again.
may work out a new timetable of my life to have a constant gym time.
well
priority is for my heath
and secondly,
of course to check out some chicks in the gym or take a peek
from window in front of the threat mill.
owh right,
threat mills' limited to 20 min per session
unless there's like no one booking for it
you can have as many 20 min session as you like
but don't over do it ;)
i guess you guys can expect to see me in the gym
from next tuesday onwards,
10.45~12.45pm session.
if you guys' at Kampar
it's getting late and i shall write till here
i'll take a peek shot of the gym next session
might be on thursday
and per entry will be Rm 2.
if there's less people,
trust me
it's worth it :)

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Day 20 : Living With Retard

2009-06-08T22:42:00.000-07:00

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I'm seriously sick with all this housemate shits going on
before this,
me and my ex housemates,
1 years back
we don't have problems using the internet
due to we understand each other and will no download any shits when other's are awake
but then after changing housemates
but i'm staying back due to mom's objections
i starting to have this nightmare
a nightmare of couldn't connect to the internet
firsty,
there's this ULTIMATE BITORRENT user
okay
i understand you need to use torrent
i'm not objecting WHEN you download when we're not using the internet
but hell
now,
what happen?
the whole modem's DNS setting has run haywire
it's okay,
maybe things gets better after the modem gets some rest
BUT WTH IS GOING UNDER YOUR TINY ITSY BITSY MIND!?!?!?!?
you fucking reset the modem's setting without even thinking????
it's Danish House's setting and it's like you know it?
I DON'T KNOW IT EITHER YOU FREAK!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE USE YOUR STUPID PEA BRAIN FOR JUST SOME TIME
THINK BEFORE YOU have done something idiotic FOR GODNESS SAKE!
great now everyone have to suffer no internet TILL Danish House gets the modem fixed.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR STUPID ACT
i hope god can punish you
sending you to hell and burn till you rot is too late for that,
i hope the Mighty one will make you total retard but not 50% like now
so that you'll be send away to somewhere else,
not in here,
not only killing yourself but killing everyone around you.
I doubt you change house by your own willingness
i think your ex housemates hates you more than we do.
I hate you,
you brainless PLAGUE carrier.
go fuck yourself.

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Day 19 : Tell Tale Signs

2009-06-07T12:04:00.000-07:00

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How can you tell that your girlfriends is not interested in you anymore*

1) She doesn't get angry anymore
this is one of the signs that she's not interested in you anymore,
does she stops asking you to stop smoking?
does she stop complaining you being late for picking up or for an appointment?
does she EVEN stops gets angry for minor reason?
because she don't even care about you anymore
she rather spend time wondering and gets angry for another guy whom she cared for
she's just too lazy to spend her precious time on you anymore.

2)She placed the focus on you
Whenever you two have a talk and normally you would start asking her how's her day
she normally replied,
"aw, today's just okay, so how about yours?"
this is not caring,
this is avoiding what have she done when you're busy doing your flirtings.
it seems that her chatting batteries have worn out and place the topic on,
You, you and YOU!
there's only 1 reason for it,
she doesn't wants you to know what she's up to.

3)She's not needy anymore
She normally ask favors from you,
now and then, here and there
you get frustrated but at least she's still beside you.
but when time comes to when she get her cloths herself from the laundry,
she gets her cup of water by herself,
she even stop asking you to give her a lift for meals.
While it's also possible she needs some space and time for herself..
OR
it could also mean that she's no longer to be needy....for YOU
because there's someone better to do these stuffs for her than you.

4)She's wearing matching underwears
Ever wonder why does she changes her wearing styles,
suddenly you felt her changed her looks after weeks and weeks maybe months of complaints of her dressing's just too dull for you?
Maybe she's just trying to surprise you for some particular reason
or maybe she's testing your taste so that she can do the modellings to the other guy.

5)She starts to care for what's entering her tummy
Unless that she's starts to gets worried about how your friends will judge on your girl.
but isn't it strange that she have the urge to change her eating
and her looks better than ever out of a sudden?

6)She stops asking in-motion from you
when's the last time she ever asked sex from you?
do you feel that normally she'll be full interest when you tingle her sensitive parts
she will do as what you wanted her to do.
but suddenly,
she'll stop doing what you like and you'll have to obey her orders interests all the while.
she starts pushing you away when you tries to be intimate.
so, who's been sharing your past orders with her now?

7)She starts talking about this same guy she meet in school.
well it's normal for a girl to talk about many cute guys she meet in school.
but not ONE guy maybe not cute or something
but for no reason,
she keeps talking about that guy.
what she and the other guy doing that other day.
but out of a sudden,
she stops talking about it.
Maybe it's just that she lost interests or
she's been meeting him and don't want you to notice that.

8)She gives you too many details what she did just now
she starts giving you details of where she have been.
DETAILED.
without you asking or maybe you did ask.
it maybe something normal.
well, women can talk alot but this time
it's too different from what she's been.
it maybe that she's trying to prove herself being innocent
even though you haven't and didn't even suspect it.
But if your girlfriend is trying to cover for herself without you even giving her a reason, she probably has one.

9)1 + 1 + doesn't adds up to 2?
did you found out later on that she's being lying?
Finally, things just don't make sense or add up when thinking back.
Perhaps your girlfriend said she was going somewhere,
but later you find out she wasn't even there...
And it just doesn't click probably.

A Prevention Is Better Than A Cure
-Tysus Kok (yeah my brother told me this provb)

but it don't seems to be there's a prevention for a lost interest girl friend.

*just for references.
results of experimental may be vary.

Day 18 : 好一个以毒攻毒...

2009-06-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

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ok.
i'm sick
cough and sore throat
so well
and JL come up with this STUPID IDEA
"eh, go to water fall leh so hot"
i replied
"i cough la!"
he dare to say this
"以毒攻毒。。。"
ok lo
suan lo
go mah go
since so hot
so we called Ah Boy to go la
since Me, JL, SL(it's actually not ST) and Ah Boy
Ah Boy's driving cuz SL scare to drive her Vios up to the Waterfall.

well it's fun.

but that 以毒攻毒 thingy
seems made my cough worst.
Damn.

so to readers,
NO NOT GO WATERFALL
especially when someone come up with this 以毒攻毒 conversation
when you are sick.

sorry lo
my body not fit enough to be in the photo lo
pai seh la.

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Day 18 : WHAT THE HELL???

2009-06-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

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okay
so yeah things kinda HAPPEN again
so first we intend to go down to Ipoh to grab some coffees
well it's StarBucks
it's my stupid idea anyway.
I'M JUST JOKING ABOUT STARBUCKS OKAY!?!?!?!?!

so yeah,
we head down Ipoh slightly after dinner at the new open place in Kampar
i think the place's called 金沙

owh about that place
it's not really enjoying thou
you have to pay once the food AND drinks is served
as in
the drinks comes first
you pay the first time
then the foods
you pay the second time
come on!
you think you opening coffee shop meh!?!?!?!

and basically
they even grand opening it before they have sufficient workers =.=
so actually there's 2 floors but now...
yeah you can imagine how many peoples gathering there on the ground floor

okay scrap that
then we headed down to Starbucks first
that time is around 12 when we reach there
we enter Parade's outdoor car park then we notice the chairs are already stacked up
well
i used to think all Starbucks have the same opening and closing time
PLUS!!!!
It's a public holiday tomorrow!!!!
so JL says...
"NO I DUN CARE I WANT COFFEE"
so we head down to Jusco Kinta City
...
yeah the same shit happens
but one thing has changed
Jusco Kinta City now need to pay entrance fees -.-|||

so...we went to McD near Jusco.
but the outdoor's full so...
we head down to Medan Gopeng AGAIN for the 2nd time in the same week.

The Conetto McFlurry
It's Crunchy + Sweet and FATTY!

but i still love it

and i just happen to like the moon that day so i just take a shot at it.
it's so....nice.

so well the next day
we ate our lunch at....4pm?
and this is what happens in Kampar when you ate at this hour

and no,
this is what it's like when it comes.

believe your eyes.

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Day 17 : 習慣失戀- 容祖兒

2009-06-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

習慣失戀

容祖兒

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不拖手　或者都可堪稱熱戀
一拖手　比咳嗽更短
太快了　我未快樂過已失戀

想不起　被愛是如何溫暖
想不通　未夠資格使你心軟
但也知道心會這麼酸

理所當然我的錯　令你忽然離開
半路留下我　為何這麼快看清楚
落得這結果

知我是個　無法討好的人
　相戀一刻　只是我的僥倖
然而回頭　誠實去自問
　我可討厭到　如此乞你憎

　知我連眼淚　也絕不感人
　只知怎麼考驗　你的操行
從前為何　纏在你附近

你不寂寞　便嫌我笨
難道我未夠好　未懂得熱吻
足夠令你憐憫　勾不起你的興奮

不擔心　自尊心這麼受損
只擔心　我將我看穿
我怕我　以後太習慣了失戀

理所當然我的錯　令你忽然離開
也是我錯麼　為何這麼快看清楚
落得這結果

知我是個　無法討好的人
　相戀一刻　只是我的僥倖
然而回頭　誠實去自問
　我可討厭到　如此乞你憎

　知我連眼淚　也絕不感人
　只知怎麼考驗　你的操行
從前為何　纏在你附近

更加速發覺　原本都不相襯
我未夠吸引　你未夠狠

知我是個　無法討好的人
　相戀一刻　只是我的僥倖
然而回頭　誠實去自問
　我可討厭到　如此乞你憎

　知我連眼淚　也絕不感人
　只知怎麼考驗　你的操行
從前為何　纏在你附近

到底這個故事　有沒有發生
何必受罪　心即使碎一碎
我仍能　繼續追
願那一刻共聚　懂得怎去相愛
愛人難　我肯學　定能愛下去

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Day 16 : tough starting week!!!

2009-06-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

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I'm so sorry again for not showing up updates for the past few days
it's been a freaking BUSY WEEK!!!!
as i stated
i'm repeating semester 2
but now things have some MINOR changes
one of the subject have shifted to a semester one subject
so i'm currently running both side of the semester

WAIT!!!!!
that's not the last of it!
another stuffs i want to complain will be:
UTAR managing team sure have some bad plannings
1/6 - first day of class
i've went to school to retrieve my new timetable
so i went to the faculty office to get the time table.
but when i reach. what i notice is,
they STILL dividing the management into 2 parts
1)the office
2)registry and other information of courses

so i decided to look around to find clues of where to get the timetable
note: semester 2 is a so-called flexi time table which is students picks the time for their own lectures and tutorial time.
but, of course
due to my condition
and most of the slots are full
and they never release the time table so i have to seek for my own
finally i notice the office window having this notice:
"Time table inquiry"
so i waited there nicely
well 10 mins have passed
no one's at the counter
so i thought that maybe they'll come later
finally
2 hours has passed
i even saw those who waited for the information counter come and go but i'm still static on my position
i'm remarkably speechless
fine so i decided to go home

2/6
the second day is just much the same of day 1
just that
i relined up for like 3 whole time.
i went to the information counter to ask about the time table
i've been waiting there since 7+
but the office's not open till 9
what i saw is there's some amount of people already waiting there
so i guess
the management really sucks at these stuffs LOL.
so finally 2 hours has passed
the office open
and i have to wait another 30 mins to reach my turn.
when it's my turn, i asked where can i get semester 2's timetable
the counter guy replied
at the main department office
okay! fine

so i went to REline up at the main office
guess what
there's like 3 lines of students but only 1 office guy to handle all the job
great another 1 hour taken. finally it's my turn
i asked him about what i wanted
he asked me to RELINE up INSIDE the office
i take a peek inside the office
OMFG!
it's like another pile of students
cause KTAR diploma graduates going to continue degree in UTAR
so it seems that they head here as well.
so i line up
but you know what
i don't know why my position isn't moving after 30 mins have pass
but then
i notice
these smart asses
actually send 1 representative to represent them for the que and when it's thier turn,
the rep called them to come
it's not 1 or 2
is like 7 people in front of my line
80% of them are reps.
and it's not representing 1 or 2 people
it's like....5?
so basically it takes 1 hour + AGAIN to reach my turn.
but before that
a officer saw this and asked the receptionist what happen.
what makes so many people in a que
just because alot of KTAR students continueing that's why makes the que so freaking long.
so the officer called ALL KTAR students to enter the meeting room for breifing so that UTAR students can get the piority
and to explain what to do as well
cuz alot of KTAR students came there empty handed
and keep delaying what to do and this and that
i'm not saying KTAR students what
but it's just the management should've forseen such matters.
i mean, if the officer came by 1 day earlier
so many things can be solved
so concludes
UTAR management is suckish!
owh right
when it's my turn
it took less than 5 mins to complete
i've done what i have to do
to register what i have to repeat
and so on
i'm there basically just to take my damn time table which takes around like...
whole day in UTAR.

so
the time slots for my subjects it's like...
monday to saturday classes
1 lecture/tutorial from monday to thursday
and 2 for friday and saturday
and the only time where the lessons are close to each others is saturday
but guess what?
it;s 12pm ~ 4pm class.
and i doubt that the time can be changed anymore
cuz...
UTAR is freaking pack now.
sooner or later i'll post a screen shot of bicycles in UTAR compound.
i hope that doesn't freak you guys out LOL.

and owh ya.
i failed my business law AGAIN.
lol
i' m not surprised.
but then
there's no such subject on the current semester
so....
i have to wait for it.
maybe i'm taking 1 subject for 1 semester that time.

so yeah
i think i can conclude the topic for the moment. haha

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Day 15 : Am I A Relationship Counsellor?

2009-05-31T16:55:00.000-07:00

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i haven't been sleeping since yesterday
having some serious things having in my mind
what happen to 2 of my friends
one is my best housemate, JL ever
another one, is someone that i'm closed with.
(i will not talk about the second one, for the moment)

i'll start off with the housemate's story first:
today(due to i haven't sleep but local time states that it's around 10.30pm)
i saw him.
dripping his tears silently
i saw that,
i knew what happen.
but i still kept quiet.
he's the kind of people.
strong personality, enduring, nothing can change his decision,
he can't lose, and he always strife for the best
but yet he cried
this is not the first time he cried.
then skipping the emo part where he ran to westlake alone.
smoking his cigarettes alone.
he needs time to chill off,
then suddenly he said he want to head down to Medan Gopeng to have a McD
he wanted me, BH and ST to follow
so well,
i broke my diet habit for him.

on the way to Medan Gopeng,
he seems cool but somehow i can feel that he's emoing
after reaching to McD
we just start the normal chatting
he suddenly broke up asking,
"Am I a person who is 花心?"
he told us his story,
after understanding the part of the situation
we suggest to him to give it up.
imagine(this is HIS story thou, what is the OTHER side's story, sorry to say, IDK),
He did all he can to protect A,
telling A's housemates that A's not the kind of people that they think A is.
did everything to bring back A's reputation back
but what A says is,
JL has poisoned A's housemates.
and that's not all,
A still says that,
JL is trying to amuse A so that JL can get together with B
(B's the girl the JL likes alot, i know it)
but then,
A,B and C belongs to a group where
JL used to be together with them.
now, A,B and C did stuffs separate from JL.
JL has quite unremarkable female attraction.
(damn, i'm jealous, AGAIN)

ok back to the questioning part
(Am I a person who is 花心?)
i answered him,
the fact is,
all guys will attract to pretty girls or rather someone who is better
normally
even thou that they are in a relationship
花心是男人的本色
but the problem is
花心 and 花花公子(playboy) is different
so he's definitely innocent

then he argues that he have to protect A,
even if A had back stabbed him in front of B and C
he still will protect A

now another question poped up,
he asked,
Is his human attraction is bad,
why will people back stabbed him?
i asked him again,
is this the first time he being back stabbed by his close buddies,
he nodded silently.
i mean,
come on
i been experiencing this shit since secondary school
my case is the worst,
i have a gf before then,
one of my buddy likes her
and he back stabbed me so that she can go with him.

i tell him my situation to him,
and ask him,
if one day
a buddy of yours did to you the same thing that i experience,
will you still treat him as buddy
he said yes.

i told him
this type of buddy and gf
throw away also never mind
firstly, a good buddy will not back stab you
secondly, a gf have to trust her boyfriend and vice versa.
if the simple things mention about.
what for keeping them?

then he told us,
he don't know what to do,
i can see that he's already broken apart
he told me that if he can't stand it anymore,
he will fly to taiwan and study there.
i asked him back,
it's only second year now.
and you've just spend 20 years living
who knows in taiwan,
same thing will happen just like now?
but then
we aren't there for you when that time comes.

then he asked is he already broken apart?
we said yes,
he asked how can we know that,
ST said something like.
"you rather make yourself to believe that you are a bad person just for A.
You will fly to taiwan to avoid it.
You want others to lie to you that you are not someone that you are not
and you are not the JL that i used to know"

after listening to what ST said,
JL cried.
for the 2nd time,
he cried among his friends.
because everything in his mind had been said by ST

what happen in the middle of the conversation i don't remember
but he said
he is envious that I am very cool (潇洒)
i know i am now,
but JL just haven't seen what happen to me when things got worst when i'm young

he's just lucky to have friend to give him a helping hand when he's in a deep hole of depressed.
what i experience.
is worst
thinking back,
i even wrote a will (seriously LOL when i'm young)

柴九is right,
人生有多少个十年？
最重要是活的精彩.

well,
i can see that after we kept on slapping him facts to wake up from depress
he seems finally the old JL i knew.
the reason i'm helping him is that
i want him to be what he is.
helping him won't let me earn money.
just merely
want him to be what he used to be.
is that simple,
sometimes,
life isn't what you think that complicated.

when it's too tiring carry a burden,
why not letting it go?

sometimes,
being selfish is not a crime
it is how you can appreciate yourself over something not worthy.

and i hope my 84 minutes of life is not wasted.
and 5 whole hours of counseling.

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Day 14 : The View In Kampar

2009-05-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

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If you guys wondering what does Kampar looks like?
i got few photo of it
it's just the beautiful side i guess xD

so just enjoy

Facing Inside Westlakes Homes + Sun Set Sky Senery
( The Official Hostel, In fact they are the agency that recommended by fellow Utar staffs)

The Serene across the Westlake and the evening passion

The Houses View Outside From My Room.
Damn, it's hot. but the ice cream truck seems.....interesting...

the innocent pigeon being caught in the act of running around...alone

This Picture is kinda blur due to my handphone don't have the specs of flash light and secondly
it's python you're looking at...
if flash light suddenly emerged...
i don't think i still have this picture to show...
perhaps...the handphone got eaten by the python.
i'm too big for the pyhton anyway. xD

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Day 13 : New Semester~

2009-05-30T14:16:00.000-07:00

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LaLaLa
1st June!
the starting of a new semester!
gratz myself for repeating semester 2

owh well
it's somehow a good news
which i can meet more people
and PERHAPS get a better results than my previous ()^^($&#&^%@T#*)^&** results

the bad news is
i'm staying another 6 months back
owh crap

i do know some of the new semester 2 students thou
cuz i repeated my business law subject
and yeah met some of them
they're so indeed caring
maybe they pity me
cuz i'm late for the lecture for 4 weeks and 6th week it's time for assignment submition LOL

so hopefully
i can make a better university life onwards
you know
sometimes uni life bores
but
it's cool to hang out with people with different generation
get to know what are they thinking.

till then

Semester 2
Here I am to once again
take the challenges!

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Day 12 : Sad News

2009-05-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

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ok here's the news
the Ex-girlfriend that i broke up few months back
we still find each other for a couple of month after we broke up however

she found a guy that she thinks fit better than i am
i should be happy about it
for her

but i'm have a mini sad feeling in my heart
others told me that she's not a good girl
well i admit that she's imperfect but
who is perfect anyway?

so she start meeting this guy when she's still at my place
first she complain that
the guy is very bothering
and now
she's together with him
isn't it hard to understand girl's feeling?

it's simple but maybe we thinking it's very complicated

the reason she says why she wants to be with him rather to be with me is:
he will spend his time with her, as in watch drama and so on and what i do is playing computer games, i somehow admit , yes i do play games but i still do accompany her, duh?
my mom doesn't like her attitude, yeah i know my mom don't like her attitude but at least when i ask her to act, if she willing to act polite, my mom will not hate her.

but however
she told me that he have 7 cars at his house, this is bugging me.
i usually walk with her for meals and now that guy fetchs her for stuffs
so well that makes me thinks that she's with him due to cars
and the gaming part.
i still thinks that she and him together due to revenge against me for dumping her in the first place.

well what makes me regret is
if i decline meeting her in the first place after break up.
(she ask if she can use the internet, due to her house's internet is down)
maybe i won't be falling fer her for the second time

if time will turn itself back
IF i agreed to be with her in the first place
i will spend my time with her
but...
i'm confused now...thou.

sometimes, i asked myself.
Is It Sinful Just To Be Selfish?

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Day 11: Doggy Doggy!!!!!!

2009-05-26T01:31:00.000-07:00

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okay
since even my brother influenced me of raring a doggy
i feel like getting a cute doggy and put in my hostel
but then there seems a problem....
1)My hostel management will find out and kick that poor puppy out
2)what if the doggy SHITS on my stuffs i don't know how to train puppies since i don't OFFICIALLY have a dog before.
THIS is the puppy i have
they don't eat, don't bark, don't pee and DON'T SHIT!

cuddle puppies.
too bad can't bring them to Kampar.

and!!!!!
this is the puppies at Ah Boy's House also very very cute.

and of course,
my subang buddy's cute dog
idk what is this breed but hell it
it's cute. ;)

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Day 10 : Japanese Food At Subang

2009-05-26T01:17:00.001-07:00

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firstly i label as day 10 due to i have this event in another day haha :0

well i forgotten what's the name of this Japanese Restaurant
but i know it's at SS 15 Subang Jaya
opposite the SJMC Hospital
between Ryu Mein Tei and another Japanese Restaurant
basically it's like 3 ~ 4 Japanese Restaurant in a GOD DAMN row.
man, are they challenging each and another?
or that's a feng sui place for Japanese Food
or maybe they believe that people that was hospitalized in SJMC will go to their places for food because, you know, they said Japanese Food's good for health
the fish, the seaweed and SUSHI!!!! SASHIMI!!!! SAKE!!!!!!
god i want to put a tatami seat at my home in the future
this will makes a home more tidy and yeah,
polite.

i got not much pictures due to my phone memory space going to explode so yeah
this is my Unagi Bento Set

lovely isn't it?but well yeah, it WASN'T like that when it come of course.
i happen to eat some of it and realized that i could do promote this is blog xD

and this is the dragon prawn sushi(forgotten it's name)
seems delicious, YUM YUM :D

but when it comes to my bill...
owh gosh..
RM 400 ++ excluding tax. but they are free of tax too.
personally i don't know why
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Day 9 : Nostalgia of Genting's Trip

2009-05-26T00:39:00.000-07:00

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So well
it's titled as NOSTALGIA due to I updated late.
well anyway

The why up to Genting from the Awana Cable Car
It's been some time since last time i took a Cable Car up there
so basically it's fun :)

the back view of looking down the hills

this is the front view, Looking UP to the hills

The First World Hotel, I didn't stayed up in genting due to it's SUPPOSED to be a one day trip haha xD

look at the fog covering First World....It's so beautiful isn't it.

the weather here in Genting always reminds me WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEN TO THE FUCKING WEATHER in kl.

well, this is basically me posing *cute* out door in the theme park xD

another image of fog covering up Genting
well basically i enjoy this kind of weather
kinda romantic isn't it?

let me ask you a question:
well, what's cooler than an event of a lost
and in you happen to be at Genting?
Ta~Da~~~

having a chill Iced Cold Vanilla Fraps + Outdoor + Dunhill Menthol
well the only way of getting more chilled is replacing Dunhill with SKLs

looking at this
dark clouds in genting

well yeah, it did rained later on that day. theme park closed down for the mean time.

did you see this SWARM of Japanese Carps in Genting before?
i remembered when i was little, the carps ain't such in this amount.
it kinda freak me out.
just like those SWARMS in Pudu Bus Station. Creeps me out alot.

well this sign says:
Shallow Water!
Dangerous!
Don't Dive!

so well means i can swim right? xD
this sign can be found at the....aiks forgotten which part
but i know i took this at outdoor theme park.

ah...the lover's bridge in indoor First World
it's a bridge linking Starbucks First World across the fake Vienna River
Since I am at a earlier Teenager,
I was thinking of bringing some one that i love to this bridge,
but well
seems like that dream's still unfilled xD
nevermind, for the moment, there's more chances
after studies of course.

owh then
that reaches the end of the day :0
here's such beautiful view that you can't get anywhere else.
gotta treasure this in to a real good memory
hope next time when i come to genting again
this beautiful scenery's still here

Day 8 : Back!!!!!

2009-05-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

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Sorry For The MIA for nearly 1 week
went back to KL and forgotten to bring my PC along
so basically can't online much for this blog

well
for the holidays
I went to Genting and as well as trying some Japanese Cuisine in Subang Jaya
I'll post those experience here soon when I have to time

take care and expect something more soon :)

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Day 7 : 林峰 - 愛不疚 The Song Of My Heart

2009-05-09T23:48:00.000-07:00

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林峰 - 愛不疚

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後或會走
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背後去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全多捨不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽掛找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

My tears are dripping when I'm listening to this song now...
Maybe letting go...
Is to show her how you want her to be happy..

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What Will You Feel?

2009-05-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

When Someone You Hate But He/She Loves You Does :

1)called you even he knows that you closed your handphone but die trying
2)envy other people just because you are with the other person
3)lied to you because He/She hopes to attract your attention, He/She still knows about the consequences.
4)hurt you because He/She knows if he don't hurt you a little now, maybe it's worst in the future.
5)He/She is broke but still lied to you so that you can enjoy sometime else.
6)Argues with parents just because He/She just wanted to be with you ( well i know romeo and juliet does that)
7)He/She waited whole day just to get a call or text maybe just a miss call will do from you
8)He/She can't eat without you to fight over foods with Him/her
9)He/She cares for you even if you said you hates Him/Her
10)He/She will do whatever it takes just to see you for 1 more time.
11)He/She helps you to do everything you wanted him/her to do.
12)He/She argues with you because arguing with you, He/She feels that this is the best way to show that i still care for what you did
13)He/She finds you and chat and still willing to be your friend after you both breaks up
14)You said you wanted to drink Coke, He/She refills or went all the way out with a BIKE just because they wanted you to be happy even if they can't afford a car.
15)He/She still writes empty non reply messages from you and yet still texting you.

so...
please be aware of these people
they are the true ones that they wanted you to spend the rest of your life
with his/her ones.

appreciation
that's a good deed

being loved is easy, but loving someone is hard.

it takes more than just words to prove that "I Love You".

From Me To Her, and of course, You, The Bloggers.

Day 6 : Boriiiiiiing

2009-05-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

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Day 1 after finals
waiting for someone to come but well yeah
still waiting.
Just explanation needed.

other readers' getting urged to know why pps is so cool
ok back to topic
I manage to watch the newest TVB drama haha

巾帼枭雄

anyway,
it's released till chapter 10th on May 09 on pps.
will keep on noticing for updates on chapters
how many more chapters?
how long can I wait???
but the story line's AWESOME!!!

have fun :)

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Day 5 : Holiday FTW?????

2009-05-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

alright
here's the season
for all of us to enjoy
some to head back to hometown for some relaxing session
some might go for some shopping spree and so on
but however,
my case
i guess i'll be heading back to my home and sit ducks
waiting for the results to release
and hope no fucking jokes of my results that will results in either 2nd probation or
stay back in semester 2 to clear the fucking subjects
*cross fingers*

have fun peoples

ღ Back To The Start - Lily Allen ღ

2009-05-06T19:23:00.000-07:00

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Back To The Start

When we were growing up you always looked like you were having such fun
You always were and you always will be the taller and the prettier one
People seem to love you
They gravitate towards you
That's why I started to hate you so much
And I just completely ignored you

I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long
It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong
I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years
All the pain I've caused you
The constant flow of all the tears
Believe me when I say that I cannot apologise enough
When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love
And if it's not too late
Could you please find it deep within your heart
To try and go back go back to the start
Go back to the start

I've been so evil with my constant invasions
But you made it so easy for me
You always rise to the occasion
I'll always pull you up on every stupid thing that you say
But I found it so entertaining
Messing around with your head

I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long
It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong
I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years
All the pain I've caused you
The constant flow of all the tears
Believe me when I say that I cannot apologise enough
When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love
And if it's not too late
Could you please find it deep within your heart
To try and go back go back to the start
Go back to the start
Go back to the start
Go back to the start

This is not just a song
I intend to put these words into action
I hope that it sums up the way that I feel to your satisfaction

I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long
It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong
I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years
All the pain I've caused you
The constant flow of all the tears
Believe me when I say that I cannot apologise enough
When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love
And if it's not too late
Could you please find it deep within your heart
To try and go back go back to the start
Go back to the start

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ღ Day 2 : Finished From Exam ღ

2009-05-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

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okay that's all for Business Management
i got around....22 hours left for my next test which is
the accounting
and well yeah,
supposingly I'll be only revise on tips given and so on.
God Bless Us
Amen.
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ღ Are You Happy Now - Michelle Branch ღ

2009-05-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

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Are You Happy Now - Michelle Branch

Now...don't just walk away
Pretending everything's okay
And you don't care about me

And I....know it's just no use
When all your lies become your truths
And I don't care
Yeah Yeah Yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
(o0o0oo0o0ohh)
Would you tell it to my face
Or have I been erased
Are you happy now?

Are you happy now?

You.... took all there was to take
And left me with an empty plate
And you don't care about it
(Yeah)
And I... am giving up this game
And leaving you with all the blame
'Cause i don't care
Yeah Yeah Yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
(0o0o0o00o0oohh)
Would you tell it to my face
Or have I been erased?
Oo0o0h
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you really have
Everything you want
You could never give
Something you aint got
You can't run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Yeah yeah

Come on
Tell it to my face
Or have I been replaced
Are you happy now

Yeah yeah Yeah yeah oohhh
Yeah yeah Yeah yeah oohhh
Yeah yeah Yeah yeah oohhh

Would you look me in the eye.....
Could you look me in the eye.....
I've had all that I can take
And I'm about to break
'Cause I'm happy now
(0o0o0o0ohh)
Are you happy now?

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ღ Day 2 : Found something interesting :) ღ

2009-05-05T20:19:00.000-07:00

ღ

I drop by one of my friend's page and i found this,
kinda ironic but somehow...
meaningful.

十句很有深度的话..

第一句　　

如果我们之间有1000步的距离　
　　　
你只要跨出第1步　
　　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步　　　　

第二句　　
　　
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人　
　　　
才是真正爱你的人　　　　

第三句　　
　　
付出真心　才会得到真心　
　　　
却也可能伤得彻底　　
　　
保持距离　就能保护自己　　
　　
却也注定永远寂寞　　　　

第四句　　　　

有时候　不是对方不在乎你　
　　　
而是你把对方看得太重　　　　

第五句　　　　

朋友就是把你看透了　

还能喜欢你的人　　　　

第六句　　　　

就算是believe　

中间也藏了一个lie　　　　

第七句　　　　

真正的好朋友　　　　

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题　
　　　
而是在一起　

就算不说话　　　
　
也不会感到尴尬　　　　

第八句　　　　

没有一百分的另一半　
　　　
只有五十分的两个人　　　　

第九句　　　　

为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人　　
　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友　
　　　
为你的难过而难过的　　
　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人　
　　　

第十句　　　　

冷漠　有时候并不是无情　　
　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

maybe you are here to look at it,
but...
I don't think it matters anymore...

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Day 1 : Still at it

2009-05-05T01:12:00.000-07:00

Well still at day 1,
BUT
WTFFFFFFFF
Tomorrow till Friday it's like
3 continuous day of exam.

and well yeah,
I'm still here,
waiting for...
mood to study LOL

GOD BLESS US ALL

Day 1 : Start To Blog

2009-05-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

First Of All,
I would like to declare that:
1) Most of my post MIGHT contain vulgarities (note the top image)
2) There MIGHT be explicit images as well (most likely not)
3) Sometimes, I MIGHT MIA for no reason at all ;)
4) Enjoy the fun !!

Day 1 : Start To Blog

Why am I here?
Well, Basically I'm here to check out bloggers
and
loads of my friends have blogs too
so as well just trying out (haha)
So,
I'll start posting some stuffs where I find interesting and so on
WHEN I'm online and not MIA mode
So stay alert to check them out ;)
Cheerio

*ღ.♥.¸ஐ¸.·*ღ*♥ Lust Or Love ♥*ღ*·.¸ஐ¸.♥.ღ*

another interesting post i read on fb hehe!

分手

Multi-tasking? what about it?

Mermaid Theory

Emo

Hello Again!

Ahhhh It's ALIVE

Boring Day

The Value Of Money In A Relationship

The Final Examination (Period)

L4D2

Hallucination and Habitual Since She Was Gone

Jeremy's Philosophy Of The Day

LDR

Bah!!!!

Fuh.

The Subway Of Life

Out From The Deep

她拒绝了他100次，第101次，他拒绝了她！！！（看完不后悔！）

Happy Easter Everyone!!!

Why Condom Comes in Pack or 3s, 6s and 12s

A Notice For Yourself

Qingming Festival

April Fool !!! 愚人节 !!!

K Pops

If You Enjoy House Music

Fantastic!!!!

It's Here!!!

30/3/2010

This Will Remain

I Screwed It...

♥ ♥ ♥ 티아라 ♥ ♥ ♥ 사십시오 @ 유희열의 스케치북

♥ ♥ ♥ 티아라 ♥ ♥ ♥ 사십시오 @ 유희열의 스케치북Tiara Live @ Sketchbook ♥

♥.¸ஐ¸.·ღ T-ara Bo Beep Bo Beep 19+ ღ.¸ஐ¸.·♥

Know Your Friend :)

《要我的命》

Jeremy's Defination Of "终身的另一半"

消愁

借酒消愁愁更愁，

抬头忘眼杯中酒，

酒醒了时又重醉，

眼前佳人仍别离。

冬恋

Someone Left Me...

Conscience

Camwhoring :3

It's Been A While Right?

Utada's New Album :D

Day 24 : Twilight Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

Day 23 : Twilight Saga : New Moon

Day 22 : Sickness Madness

Day 21 : Still Sick

Day 20 : Living With Retard

Day 19 : Tell Tale Signs

Day 18 : 好一个以毒攻毒...

Day 18 : WHAT THE HELL???

Day 17 : 習慣失戀- 容祖兒

習慣失戀

Day 16 : tough starting week!!!

Day 15 : Am I A Relationship Counsellor?

Day 14 : The View In Kampar

Day 13 : New Semester~

Day 12 : Sad News

Day 11: Doggy Doggy!!!!!!

Day 10 : Japanese Food At Subang

Day 9 : Nostalgia of Genting's Trip

Day 8 : Back!!!!!

Day 7 : 林峰 - 愛不疚 The Song Of My Heart

What Will You Feel?

Day 6 : Boriiiiiiing

巾帼枭雄

Day 5 : Holiday FTW?????

ღ Back To The Start - Lily Allen ღ

ღ Day 2 : Finished From Exam ღ

ღ Are You Happy Now - Michelle Branch ღ

ღ Day 2 : Found something interesting :) ღ

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十句很有深度的话..

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