no, it's not someone just special.
He's my buddy
my coursemate,
my friend.
he just left us like that,
leaving nothing but our depress.
i can't believe that it's his departure that lead me to write on this blog again.
FUCK IT MAN!
WHY
how could you....
miss you man,
those unspeakable words,
things that unable for me to do,
things that i've did.
I'm sorry.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I miss you....
1st of November.
every year.
this is the day that i will remind me of you.
rest in peace,
my friend...
farewell...