Multi-tasking? what about it?

If you guys ever watched "Three Idiots", do you remember the scene that Vires used both of this hands to do two different equations? well if you notice that, i can tell you that is nothing, we all do that, just in different ways.

Benny Minaj, this dude, can actually watching some "好料" in a QT1 lecture, using his ears to listen, his eyes to watch, his brain to analyze both the lecture and the video at the same time.

Now, Aston Nomore, this fella can actually eat, talk, generate his biology-students-understands-only jokes, clacked at them, noticing the Tomato-girl opposite our table, predicting his future with Tomato-girl and planning his steps ALL at one time.

Zhirong Phua, this elite fella can lead a raid to "Ice-Cream Cone", conducting steps, giving out warning, laugh at my lame sensitive jokes, dps and turns out raiding with him ends up pretty well.

Rambo Pang, you are looking at a guy who can actually play monopoly/bomberman, and talking about WoW or Sc2 or any other games at the same time, during any year 3 lecture, paying 100% concentration on the class and lecture to prevent being called up to answer some friggin hard equations, scanning through the lecture room for any girl who have a twin-pony tail, wearing ba-zhang-style clothing, which eventually extinct during the 1920s, and tell me about which girl actually attracted his attention.

Eric Lai, nothing much about him, but he can actually do his fyp proposal, teach DnA'z Yipz taxation, "dry-land-swimming" probably at the same time.

I Salute thee, the Year 3 Elites of UTAR!

Ahhhh It's ALIVE

Basically i'm talking about this blog lol.

anyway.

thanks ya all for noticing haha!

appreciate you guys!

Love ya!

Muacks!

anyway.

back to school tomorrow on wards.

Happy Studying Guys and Gals!

The Final Examination (Period)

So I guess i have been vanished from blog since the beginning of the final examination period.

owh well.

so this is the progress I THINK that might be it

Audit - Pass shouldn't be a problem but hopefully there's at least a C

PM - Not worth mentioning, 13 marks to pass. out of 60 question. Probability to pass 75%

English - Pass of course it is achievable but. Due to complication hopefully there's at least a B+

Advance Financial Accounting - Tough shit. but should be some marks achieved in the format and blabbish theory part. Pass shouldn't be a problem as well.

Accounting Information System - Going to take it on 13th. Wish me luck but coursework's high, so...might going to aim for B.

Owh well.

during this period.

i kinda created a video about Hitler Ranting about some RANDOM university.

No it is NOT UTAR.

here's the link http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1177454256137

I got quite a number of positive comments.

friends of course.

and you might think it is about UTAR but NO.

It shouldn't be.

but if you think it is then so be it ;)

i didn't tell you anything about it HAHA!

Fuh.

I tell you what.

Today.

I was the only representative from T18 (and this is my tutorial class number)

to attend English Tutorial Class.

luckily, there's Kah Mun and her girls from T19 join the class.

If not that will be like attending 1 to 1 PHD lesson.

anyway.

the English lesson is kinda stress free.

has some quiz and informal chat with the tutor.

Well. Of course that's not the end of my day. duh.

Jeremy will NEVER have dull day(for now. boredom will kill me. real hard)

Help Ms Joey Chew with design for her blogger interface.

hopefully that she will be satisfied with it.

anyway, here is her blogspot add :

http://tehjoey03.blogspot.com/

of course there's similarity between hers and mine.

hope that she will love it haha!

but if she is not satisfied.

that can't be blamed.

tell me what can you do in less than 1 hour time about blogging interface where:

merging both copyright material and non in to a blog.

(It is not as easy as you think. for a computer idiot like me)

editing copyrighted material in to something unique.

(yeap. i even edit the body background contains her name in twilight font. cool eh?)

and well the others is for you guys to explore.

good night

Bo Beep Bo Beep out.

The Subway Of Life

If you ask me,

what can "The Human Life" be put in a moment.

I would say that Human Life is like getting on a subway or a train during a busy morning.

Before you are born, you charged in to the train just like million of others of peoples on the train platform. Only those who are lucky is able to enter the train. Of course, there's people who are stepping out from the train as well. As we know that trains are getting bigger these days but yet it still can't get hold of these much peoples. The world is over populating.

Inside the train there is loads of unknown peoples to you. Some will approach you and some won't.

you may find someone giving up his or her seats for the old, young, handicapped and pregnant. some however don't. Just as you can find kind hearted peoples everyday.

It is up to you to get to know them anyway.

For those people you meet on train, some have good intention on the other hand, some don't. Others may just stay Switzerland, aka remain neutral.

Maybe you're lucky that you will find someone pleasing to you on the train. For most of the case, yes you will. And maybe you will leave him or her anyway for another better companion.

when you reached your destination, you step out from the train, leaving those you peoples you know behind. And that is the end of your train riding journey. Of course, shit happens as maybe someone from behind pushed you out from the train accidentally. But that too, your train riding journey ends there. Unless you get to push back in. That is your will to come back.

Some might have extraordinary fun and adventurous train riding experience, some for those who just prefer to be alone, of course, just another dull train ride.

So how is your train riding experience till today?

Qingming Festival

Yerp that's right.

It's this time same time every year.

so i'm heading back to my Father's place for this event.

Won't be around during the weekends till Sunday Afternoon perhaps?

so everybody else enjoy your weekend ya!

Fantastic!!!!

Well that is the end of my presentations for current semester.

all i can say that it is FANTASTIC!

obviously.

i did recorded my presentation.

However...

there's too much sound disturbance(gotta blame it on my darling K660i)

another reason to get a Chocolate Love heh!

and yeah,

my voice sounds squeaky i the video.

like...adult version of Donald Duck i suppose.

will consider to upload the video here thou ;)

heh

anyway

saw my ex-gf walk past the tutorial corridors today.

either unintentionally or intentionally she ignored me.

owh well.

don't bother.

On the other hand.

Me and my friend got pwned by Dota AIs...

sad case huh?

2v5 -ardm :\

This Will Remain

As stated in the previous post.

i screwed my layouts and blah...blah...blah...yada...yada...yada...

ANYWAY~

entering week 11

and yes I'm still not motivated to do anything YET (Obviously)

well still have 2 more presentation hanging on my arse.

will be free after wednesday night thou.

Exposed many stuffs to Ms Belinda Lee this afternoon (her morning, and hey! Happy Easter)

if anything were heard from a 3rd party saying it.

I would know OBVIOUSLY who to find /gg

so yar.

Have a great day ahead peoples.

Time for me to head for bed.

Good Night and God Bless.

Someone Left Me...

no, it's not someone just special.
He's my buddy
my coursemate,
my friend.
he just left us like that,
leaving nothing but our depress.

i can't believe that it's his departure that lead me to write on this blog again.
FUCK IT MAN!
WHY
how could you....

miss you man,
those unspeakable words,
things that unable for me to do,
things that i've did.

I'm sorry.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I miss you....

1st of November.
every year.
this is the day that i will remind me of you.

rest in peace,
my friend...
farewell...

Conscience

Conscience

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Definition from the Web
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–noun
1. the inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action: to follow the dictates of conscience.
2. the complex of ethical and moral principles that controls or inhibits the actions or thoughts of an individual.
3. an inhibiting sense of what is prudent: I'd eat another piece of pie but my conscience would bother me.
4. conscientiousness.
5. Obsolete. consciousness; self-knowledge.
6. Obsolete. strict and reverential observance.
—Idioms
7. have something on one's conscience, to feel guilty about something, as an act that one considers wrong: She behaves as if she had something on her conscience.
8. in all conscience,
a. in all reason and fairness.
b. certainly; assuredly.
Also, in conscience.
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i felt that i lost 'em...
after having a chat with Ah Boy and Carlyn
yeah,
a chat about my ex-gfs during my year of study in Kampar.
felt really really bad about dumping them.
thinking back how stupid and heartless of me in the first place.
even thou that
no matter how sorry i felt now.
it just wouldn't change isn't it?

well i did msn a recent ex-gf of mine a few moments ago.
but till now there is no reply,
well i guess she couldn't accept it until now.
couldn't blame anyone but myself.

all of them have their bfs now.
they seems happy.
I should feel happy for them,
shouldn't I?

seeing a smile on their face.
brightens me a little.
at least knowing them that
they found their true love of their live.

conscience.
a journey for me start finding them?

Camwhoring :3

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sorry guys for the disappearance AGAIN

yeah been a god darn busy week
it's been like...entering the 4th week or so of non-stoping exam madness
insane isn't it?

it's not that really that busy either
haha
just don't know what to write and don't really have something to update about.

so yeah.
Cam-Whoring


Say Hello To Ms Karen Kan. I know she's going to kill me if she sees this haha.


Behold.....Utar Toilet Cam Whoring


Yeah It's The Toilet Again =/


Last Scene!!!!!


Ninja MODE!!


Turtle Neck - SeeD
Jacket - Sub

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It's Been A While Right?

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It's been a while since i last updated,
everything's been cool
just tired with constant exams and stuffs
intended to drop 1 repeat subject but then all
works done have been wasted
due to the amount paid for the subject cannot be refunded
geez
just wasting my time writing the god darn letter.
so well
heading back to class AGAIN
and i think i just miss the mid term for that particular subject
let's see of the lecturer is able to let me resit for the subject's mid term 1
owh right
within this period of time.
FINALLY
found someone fond of roses.
but she's fond of purple roses.
while me on the other hand prefer red or black
according to her
purple roses possessed evil powers @@
scary isn't it?
haha
"Jen"
feel free to visit her blog at the link place.
well in case you're just too lazy to find it
i'll submit a link here.
ღ Deep WIthin Jen - Jen Ny ღ
Jen hope you don't mind I help promote your blog ya? ^^

till then fellas.
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Day 22 : Sickness Madness

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guess what?
entering the 5th day of sickness
visited the doctor 2nd time this week
he gave me another set of stronger medicines to replace the one he gave me 2 days back
well
it's a bit dizzy after taking the medicines
but after i wake from the nap
the sick sure DID reduced
but it's back again few hours later
cough's been bad
headache's been worst
and due to the work out yesterday
my chest and arm muscle's aching
darn it.
another day with porridge
well
the food's at Golden Sand's good
but just that the food and beverages just too slow to be served.
imaging 3 porridge and takes 2 hours for us to finish our meals.
BH's porridge's came the last
HAHA.
finally a joke for the day.
darn.
I hate being sick

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Day 21 : Still Sick

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this is total madness!!
my medicines is running low
but my sickness still here
i guess the hot weather sure is affecting my body a lot.
i drank a lot of water
i ate my medicines on time and after meals.
i have sufficient rest
i even took a nap
and i went to the gym this morning after my math 2's class
the gym seems cool
good equipments
but somehow limited.
well the morning session is kinda pack
until 12 pm.
i guess most of the students having 12 pm classes.
i feel energetic during the gym time
NO SICKNESS!!!
LOADS OF SWEATS !!!
but after the workout
after taking a nap
the darn sick came back again.
may work out a new timetable of my life to have a constant gym time.
well
priority is for my heath
and secondly,
of course to check out some chicks in the gym or take a peek
from window in front of the threat mill.
owh right,
threat mills' limited to 20 min per session
unless there's like no one booking for it
you can have as many 20 min session as you like
but don't over do it ;)
i guess you guys can expect to see me in the gym
from next tuesday onwards,
10.45~12.45pm session.
if you guys' at Kampar
it's getting late and i shall write till here
i'll take a peek shot of the gym next session
might be on thursday
and per entry will be Rm 2.
if there's less people,
trust me
it's worth it :)

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Day 16 : tough starting week!!!

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I'm so sorry again for not showing up updates for the past few days
it's been a freaking BUSY WEEK!!!!
as i stated
i'm repeating semester 2
but now things have some MINOR changes
one of the subject have shifted to a semester one subject
so i'm currently running both side of the semester

WAIT!!!!!
that's not the last of it!
another stuffs i want to complain will be:
UTAR managing team sure have some bad plannings
1/6 - first day of class
i've went to school to retrieve my new timetable
so i went to the faculty office to get the time table.
but when i reach. what i notice is,
they STILL dividing the management into 2 parts
1)the office
2)registry and other information of courses

so i decided to look around to find clues of where to get the timetable
note: semester 2 is a so-called flexi time table which is students picks the time for their own lectures and tutorial time.
but, of course
due to my condition
and most of the slots are full
and they never release the time table so i have to seek for my own
finally i notice the office window having this notice:
"Time table inquiry"
so i waited there nicely
well 10 mins have passed
no one's at the counter
so i thought that maybe they'll come later
finally
2 hours has passed
i even saw those who waited for the information counter come and go but i'm still static on my position
i'm remarkably speechless
fine so i decided to go home

2/6
the second day is just much the same of day 1
just that
i relined up for like 3 whole time.
i went to the information counter to ask about the time table
i've been waiting there since 7+
but the office's not open till 9
what i saw is there's some amount of people already waiting there
so i guess
the management really sucks at these stuffs LOL.
so finally 2 hours has passed
the office open
and i have to wait another 30 mins to reach my turn.
when it's my turn, i asked where can i get semester 2's timetable
the counter guy replied
at the main department office
okay! fine

so i went to REline up at the main office
guess what
there's like 3 lines of students but only 1 office guy to handle all the job
great another 1 hour taken. finally it's my turn
i asked him about what i wanted
he asked me to RELINE up INSIDE the office
i take a peek inside the office
OMFG!
it's like another pile of students
cause KTAR diploma graduates going to continue degree in UTAR
so it seems that they head here as well.
so i line up
but you know what
i don't know why my position isn't moving after 30 mins have pass
but then
i notice
these smart asses
actually send 1 representative to represent them for the que and when it's thier turn,
the rep called them to come
it's not 1 or 2
is like 7 people in front of my line
80% of them are reps.
and it's not representing 1 or 2 people
it's like....5?
so basically it takes 1 hour + AGAIN to reach my turn.
but before that
a officer saw this and asked the receptionist what happen.
what makes so many people in a que
just because alot of KTAR students continueing that's why makes the que so freaking long.
so the officer called ALL KTAR students to enter the meeting room for breifing so that UTAR students can get the piority
and to explain what to do as well
cuz alot of KTAR students came there empty handed
and keep delaying what to do and this and that
i'm not saying KTAR students what
but it's just the management should've forseen such matters.
i mean, if the officer came by 1 day earlier
so many things can be solved
so concludes
UTAR management is suckish!
owh right
when it's my turn
it took less than 5 mins to complete
i've done what i have to do
to register what i have to repeat
and so on
i'm there basically just to take my damn time table which takes around like...
whole day in UTAR.

so
the time slots for my subjects it's like...
monday to saturday classes
1 lecture/tutorial from monday to thursday
and 2 for friday and saturday
and the only time where the lessons are close to each others is saturday
but guess what?
it;s 12pm ~ 4pm class.
and i doubt that the time can be changed anymore
cuz...
UTAR is freaking pack now.
sooner or later i'll post a screen shot of bicycles in UTAR compound.
i hope that doesn't freak you guys out LOL.

and owh ya.
i failed my business law AGAIN.
lol
i' m not surprised.
but then
there's no such subject on the current semester
so....
i have to wait for it.
maybe i'm taking 1 subject for 1 semester that time.

so yeah
i think i can conclude the topic for the moment. haha

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Day 15 : Am I A Relationship Counsellor?

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i haven't been sleeping since yesterday
having some serious things having in my mind
what happen to 2 of my friends
one is my best housemate, JL ever
another one, is someone that i'm closed with.
(i will not talk about the second one, for the moment)

i'll start off with the housemate's story first:
today(due to i haven't sleep but local time states that it's around 10.30pm)
i saw him.
dripping his tears silently
i saw that,
i knew what happen.
but i still kept quiet.
he's the kind of people.
strong personality, enduring, nothing can change his decision,
he can't lose, and he always strife for the best
but yet he cried
this is not the first time he cried.
then skipping the emo part where he ran to westlake alone.
smoking his cigarettes alone.
he needs time to chill off,
then suddenly he said he want to head down to Medan Gopeng to have a McD
he wanted me, BH and ST to follow
so well,
i broke my diet habit for him.

on the way to Medan Gopeng,
he seems cool but somehow i can feel that he's emoing
after reaching to McD
we just start the normal chatting
he suddenly broke up asking,
"Am I a person who is 花心?"
he told us his story,
after understanding the part of the situation
we suggest to him to give it up.
imagine(this is HIS story thou, what is the OTHER side's story, sorry to say, IDK),
He did all he can to protect A,
telling A's housemates that A's not the kind of people that they think A is.
did everything to bring back A's reputation back
but what A says is,
JL has poisoned A's housemates.
and that's not all,
A still says that,
JL is trying to amuse A so that JL can get together with B
(B's the girl the JL likes alot, i know it)
but then,
A,B and C belongs to a group where
JL used to be together with them.
now, A,B and C did stuffs separate from JL.
JL has quite unremarkable female attraction.
(damn, i'm jealous, AGAIN)

ok back to the questioning part
(Am I a person who is 花心?)
i answered him,
the fact is,
all guys will attract to pretty girls or rather someone who is better
normally
even thou that they are in a relationship
花心是男人的本色
but the problem is
花心 and 花花公子(playboy) is different
so he's definitely innocent

then he argues that he have to protect A,
even if A had back stabbed him in front of B and C
he still will protect A

now another question poped up,
he asked,
Is his human attraction is bad,
why will people back stabbed him?
i asked him again,
is this the first time he being back stabbed by his close buddies,
he nodded silently.
i mean,
come on
i been experiencing this shit since secondary school
my case is the worst,
i have a gf before then,
one of my buddy likes her
and he back stabbed me so that she can go with him.

i tell him my situation to him,
and ask him,
if one day
a buddy of yours did to you the same thing that i experience,
will you still treat him as buddy
he said yes.

i told him
this type of buddy and gf
throw away also never mind
firstly, a good buddy will not back stab you
secondly, a gf have to trust her boyfriend and vice versa.
if the simple things mention about.
what for keeping them?

then he told us,
he don't know what to do,
i can see that he's already broken apart
he told me that if he can't stand it anymore,
he will fly to taiwan and study there.
i asked him back,
it's only second year now.
and you've just spend 20 years living
who knows in taiwan,
same thing will happen just like now?
but then
we aren't there for you when that time comes.

then he asked is he already broken apart?
we said yes,
he asked how can we know that,
ST said something like.
"you rather make yourself to believe that you are a bad person just for A.
You will fly to taiwan to avoid it.
You want others to lie to you that you are not someone that you are not
and you are not the JL that i used to know"

after listening to what ST said,
JL cried.
for the 2nd time,
he cried among his friends.
because everything in his mind had been said by ST

what happen in the middle of the conversation i don't remember
but he said
he is envious that I am very cool (潇洒)
i know i am now,
but JL just haven't seen what happen to me when things got worst when i'm young

he's just lucky to have friend to give him a helping hand when he's in a deep hole of depressed.
what i experience.
is worst
thinking back,
i even wrote a will (seriously LOL when i'm young)

柴九is right,
人生有多少个十年？
最重要是活的精彩.

well,
i can see that after we kept on slapping him facts to wake up from depress
he seems finally the old JL i knew.
the reason i'm helping him is that
i want him to be what he is.
helping him won't let me earn money.
just merely
want him to be what he used to be.
is that simple,
sometimes,
life isn't what you think that complicated.

when it's too tiring carry a burden,
why not letting it go?

sometimes,
being selfish is not a crime
it is how you can appreciate yourself over something not worthy.

and i hope my 84 minutes of life is not wasted.
and 5 whole hours of counseling.

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Day 13 : New Semester~

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LaLaLa
1st June!
the starting of a new semester!
gratz myself for repeating semester 2

owh well
it's somehow a good news
which i can meet more people
and PERHAPS get a better results than my previous ()^^($&#&^%@T#*)^&** results

the bad news is
i'm staying another 6 months back
owh crap

i do know some of the new semester 2 students thou
cuz i repeated my business law subject
and yeah met some of them
they're so indeed caring
maybe they pity me
cuz i'm late for the lecture for 4 weeks and 6th week it's time for assignment submition LOL

so hopefully
i can make a better university life onwards
you know
sometimes uni life bores
but
it's cool to hang out with people with different generation
get to know what are they thinking.

till then

Semester 2
Here I am to once again
take the challenges!

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Day 12 : Sad News

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ok here's the news
the Ex-girlfriend that i broke up few months back
we still find each other for a couple of month after we broke up however

she found a guy that she thinks fit better than i am
i should be happy about it
for her

but i'm have a mini sad feeling in my heart
others told me that she's not a good girl
well i admit that she's imperfect but
who is perfect anyway?

so she start meeting this guy when she's still at my place
first she complain that
the guy is very bothering
and now
she's together with him
isn't it hard to understand girl's feeling?

it's simple but maybe we thinking it's very complicated

the reason she says why she wants to be with him rather to be with me is:
he will spend his time with her, as in watch drama and so on and what i do is playing computer games, i somehow admit , yes i do play games but i still do accompany her, duh?
my mom doesn't like her attitude, yeah i know my mom don't like her attitude but at least when i ask her to act, if she willing to act polite, my mom will not hate her.

but however
she told me that he have 7 cars at his house, this is bugging me.
i usually walk with her for meals and now that guy fetchs her for stuffs
so well that makes me thinks that she's with him due to cars
and the gaming part.
i still thinks that she and him together due to revenge against me for dumping her in the first place.

well what makes me regret is
if i decline meeting her in the first place after break up.
(she ask if she can use the internet, due to her house's internet is down)
maybe i won't be falling fer her for the second time

if time will turn itself back
IF i agreed to be with her in the first place
i will spend my time with her
but...
i'm confused now...thou.

sometimes, i asked myself.
Is It Sinful Just To Be Selfish?

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Day 11: Doggy Doggy!!!!!!

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okay
since even my brother influenced me of raring a doggy
i feel like getting a cute doggy and put in my hostel
but then there seems a problem....
1)My hostel management will find out and kick that poor puppy out
2)what if the doggy SHITS on my stuffs i don't know how to train puppies since i don't OFFICIALLY have a dog before.
THIS is the puppy i have
they don't eat, don't bark, don't pee and DON'T SHIT!


cuddle puppies.
too bad can't bring them to Kampar.

and!!!!!
this is the puppies at Ah Boy's House also very very cute.




and of course,
my subang buddy's cute dog
idk what is this breed but hell it
it's cute. ;)



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Day 8 : Back!!!!!

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Sorry For The MIA for nearly 1 week
went back to KL and forgotten to bring my PC along
so basically can't online much for this blog

well
for the holidays
I went to Genting and as well as trying some Japanese Cuisine in Subang Jaya
I'll post those experience here soon when I have to time

take care and expect something more soon :)

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