Saturday, June 18, 2011

another interesting post i read on fb hehe!

1:

你單身,我等你。
你說不想戀愛,我等你。
你突然有了新的開始,我等你。
你結束了你的愛需要療傷,我陪你,我等你。
我以為終有一天你會發現你身邊的我,終有一天會回頭。
卻從未想過,最終等來的卻還是,一句,對不起,你很好,可是....
我真想說一句,去你媽的對不起!

2:
我承認。
我不介意遷就你。
我可以一直擡頭仰望你。
只是你真的,從來都不看我嗎?

我在這裏啊,我在這裏啊!你聽見了嗎?

我真想問一句,你究竟是聾了還是瞎了啊?為什麽就那麽無動於衷呢?

3:
有時候會想。
我究竟喜歡你什麽。
我究竟在等你什麽?
也許得不到的才真的是最好的。
又或者,我只是沒有遇見,比你更好的。

4:
是不是真的要到,等我忘記了你。
是不是真的要到,等我放棄了你。
是不是真的要到,等我離開了你。
你才能真正地知道,我於你而言,也是那麽重要。


5:
你不知道某些時刻,我有多麽難過。
你不知道,沒有回應的等待,真的讓人很累。
你不知道,我是鼓起了多大的勇氣,才敢念念不忘。
又或者,你不是不知道,只是假裝不知道。
你是那麽自私。我是那麽傻逼。

6:
一次次反復。
哭累了,沈默了。
想放棄了,冷淡了。
可是時間一過,卻又還是想念了。
放不下,忘不掉,戒不了,走不開。

7:
身邊的人都會心疼。
周圍的人都會勸解。
大概也就只要你了吧。
仍舊那麽無動於衷。
大概也就只有我了吧。
仍舊那麽情有獨鐘。
該說什麽好呢?
一個願打一個願挨嗎?

8:
一直在等一個人
一直在等一個回頭
一直在等一份笑容
終於等到,我自己都沒了笑容
也夠了吧,我真的累了。
可是為什麽,我向左走,向右走,還是走不出愛你的圓。

9:
我並不奢求在你那裏找到幸福
也不敢想你會有什麽付出
只是想,既然做了決定我就義無反顧
可笑的是,你卻連一個讓我義無反顧的機會都不給我。

10:
你突然問我,什麽時候會抽煙了。
我笑笑,人都是會變的呀。
想你的時候,被你傷害的時候
心疼的時候,無奈的時候
煙,似乎也就自然而然了吧。
你又能真正關心我,顧及我多少呢?

11:
告訴自己
讓自己離開你
告訴自己
這是最後一次哭泣
很多事情,都是有界限的
很多時候,再堅強的人都是會累的。
我不是真的傻瓜,只是曾經為你心甘情願。
而現在,我最終還是找到一個方式,讓自己退出這不公平的遊戲了。

12:
很偶爾的
你會找我,聯系我。
你的突然出現,還是會挑起我心裏的弦。
只是,我也學會對你偽裝了,不冷不熱,不鹹不淡。
笑得沒心沒肺,也不會再流那,廉價的眼淚了。
然後聽你輕輕地說,你變了。
我不知道,是該笑還是該哭。
也沒有意義了,不是嗎。

13:
只是很突然的
看到一個相似的身影
聽到一個相似的聲音
總會身不由己,總會陷入回憶
不過,慢慢的,我也學著放下了
不是我變了,是我真的無能為力了,我認輸了。
我折騰不動了。

14:
只是突然地
聽見那些歌
突然想起你。
你會在哪裏?
過得快樂或委屈?
每當聽到這樣的歌詞,總是不由自主地想起我們。
只是,我知道,我們已經不是我們,以前要的也不是現在這種以後。

15:
那麽,許久之間,再次見面。
面對這樣的擁抱,我大概是不會有怎樣的情動了。
即使心裏翻天覆地,也會裝作一副淡然的樣子。
我曾經所有的熾烈,也最終,還是被你耗盡了。
怪你嗎?不怪你,誰都不怪,誰也怪不了。

Monday, June 13, 2011

分手

I read this article on the net just a few moments ago. and I personally thinks that this is quite impressive. thus, sharing is caring, right?
have fun reading.

分手後,我還認識你,不過不再想見你,你過的好,我不會祝福你,你過的不好,我也不會嘲笑你,因為我們從此陌生,你的世界不再有我,我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你,抱歉,我失去的,也是你失去的。


很偶爾的,你會找我,聯繫我,你的突然出現,還是會挑撥我的心弦。只是,我也學會對你偽裝了,不冷不熱,不鹹不淡,笑得沒心沒肺,也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說:「你變了。」、

總要等到過了很久,總要等退無可退,才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西,在後來的日子裡,再也遇不到了。 再見了,我那麼那麼愛你,雖然笨拙,但也努力做了好多,所以我不遺憾了。現在,我把愛情還給你,你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好? 我還是會相信愛情,只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。


你突然點醒我,我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了,你找到了你愛的,而我,還在原地徘徊著。

我們再也不會像以前那樣,以彼此為不可替代;我們再也不會………
像以前那樣,那樣用力的愛,直到哭了出來。

一天,我終於不再思念他,因為他離開太久了,我的習慣已經不再是習慣。

一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑,可是,終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那,我淚如泉湧,不可抑制。這是,過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛,原來,世界上最痛的痛是離開。


最浪漫的情話,是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問:「你好嗎?」你稀鬆平常的回答:「我很好。」而其實你還愛著他,你一點也不好。

當看破一切的時候,才知道,原來失去比擁有更踏實。


有一個人,教會你怎樣去愛了,但是,他卻不愛你了。 與其到處找借口,不如直接說一句我不愛了。 忘記那個人,不如忘記自己,告訴自己,不是怕他忘記,而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。歲月帶走的是記憶,但回憶會越來越清晰。真的有一天,他回過頭來告訴你,他一直在惦記你,千萬不要相信,因為,他已經不是原來的他,而你,也不再是過去的你。 我心裡一直有你,只是比例變了而已。


現在終於到了要分別的時候,他比我先走,我反而覺得有點欣慰。這樣的悲傷,遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會,就讓我來承擔好了。

沒有什麼忘不了的,總會在以後的時間忘了你,先忘了你的樣子,再忘了你的聲音,忘了你說過的話,現在不行,以後也可以。


似乎等待了一百年,忽然明白,即使再見面,成熟的表演,不如不見

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Multi-tasking? what about it?

If you guys ever watched "Three Idiots", do you remember the scene that Vires used both of this hands to do two different equations? well if you notice that, i can tell you that is nothing, we all do that, just in different ways.

Benny Minaj, this dude, can actually watching some "好料" in a QT1 lecture, using his ears to listen, his eyes to watch, his brain to analyze both the lecture and the video at the same time.

Now, Aston Nomore, this fella can actually eat, talk, generate his biology-students-understands-only jokes, clacked at them, noticing the Tomato-girl opposite our table, predicting his future with Tomato-girl and planning his steps ALL at one time.

Zhirong Phua, this elite fella can lead a raid to "Ice-Cream Cone", conducting steps, giving out warning, laugh at my lame sensitive jokes, dps and turns out raiding with him ends up pretty well.

Rambo Pang, you are looking at a guy who can actually play monopoly/bomberman, and talking about WoW or Sc2 or any other games at the same time, during any year 3 lecture, paying 100% concentration on the class and lecture to prevent being called up to answer some friggin hard equations, scanning through the lecture room for any girl who have a twin-pony tail, wearing ba-zhang-style clothing, which eventually extinct during the 1920s, and tell me about which girl actually attracted his attention.

Eric Lai, nothing much about him, but he can actually do his fyp proposal, teach DnA'z Yipz taxation, "dry-land-swimming" probably at the same time.

I Salute thee, the Year 3 Elites of UTAR!

Mermaid Theory

well i found out this at a drama named "How I Met Your Mother" or as know as HIMYM.
well back to this theory.
it suggest that, when 2 individual have spend a long time together, the man would realize the beautiness of the other individual, normally a female. just like how a Dugong can be mistaken as for a mermaid.
as for my opinion, i think that this is quite true also. (not to say what so ever)
however, for me, i would think that way, is because that the longer time 2 people spend together, they would have a bond created, as in they would tend to feel the importance of the other half.
beside that, they would able to see the sweet side of the other half.
apart from that, they would starts to adapt with living with the person. this makes as if socializing with them, it has become a habit.

well, what do you think?

Emo

long time no see fellas! i know some of you already gave up reading my blog, if there is anyone lol.
by the way, a new semester now. left 2 more semester IF i'm lucky enuff to complete it :| but big possibility it would be awesome. heh.
dunno why these days very emotional :| probly over all those failed confession. *SIGH*
what is wrong with me, really, like, desperately for a gf? not really that but maybe i'm just bored or maybe spend too much time staying single.
lots of friends says single is good. but i think there's both pro and cons about it loh.
like, when you feel very down. you at least can find someone to talk to.
i mean, you know the feeling of watching a movie or drama alone?
sharing songs on facebook with no dearest person to tag.
and spending whole day on facebook + gaming (alone) + watch movie (alone) + listening to emo songs + study = ain't cool yo :|
 
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