《要我的命》

為什麼別人的internet,那麼順利?
手牽手心連心,每天都开心～
和我住的不是無情 就是無義，OH~ OH~
愛給的比小氣 断线比狠心 OH~ OH~
BA~BA~BA BA~BA~BA

线Lag了，线断了，DanishHouse不理，
断线像是一種病，
要我的命！要我的命！
遇到PPStream天子，身體開始僵硬，
要我的命！要我的命！
PPStream的絕緣體，老天無能為力，
要我的命！要我的命!

告訴我百分百的顺线，要多少距離？
我會努力永遠不放棄，等待它降臨～！

线断了，DanishHouse不理，
你要PPStream，要我的命！你要PPStream，要我的命！
沒有PPStream，要你的命！沒有PPStream，要你的命！
你要PPStream，要我的命！你要PPStream，要我的命！
沒有PPStream，要你的命！沒有PPStream，要你的命！

-改篇自Rainne的《要我的命》

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Jeremy's Defination Of "终身的另一半"

终身的另一半：

1）一个会让你/妳开心，伤心，生气，以及让你/妳心情在短时间内180度大变的人。

2）一个时常让你/妳破口大骂的臭家伙，不过也是心里最常挂念的那个“臭家伙”。

3）一个无论他/她做过多少让你伤心，当你/妳叫他/她滚出你/妳面前，不过当他/她跪下斟茶认错时，让你/妳心软的人。

4）一个时常在冷冰冰的夜里和你/妳抢棉被/枕头或半夜时常一脚踢你/妳下床/吻墙壁的坏东西。

5）一个时常在别人/朋友/家人面前泼你/妳冷水的混蛋，但是在别人后面被你/妳常常欺负的人。

6）同性也可

消愁

借酒消愁愁更愁，

抬头忘眼杯中酒，

酒醒了时又重醉，

眼前佳人仍别离。

冬恋

冬天夜里难入眠，

与君分隔东西边，

烦了嘴里摊着烟，

得知君儿刚上线，

卯时线上聊了天，

希望来日得见面，

希望未来有份缘。。

Someone Left Me...

no, it's not someone just special.
He's my buddy
my coursemate,
my friend.
he just left us like that,
leaving nothing but our depress.

i can't believe that it's his departure that lead me to write on this blog again.
FUCK IT MAN!
WHY
how could you....

miss you man,
those unspeakable words,
things that unable for me to do,
things that i've did.

I'm sorry.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I miss you....

1st of November.
every year.
this is the day that i will remind me of you.

rest in peace,
my friend...
farewell...

Conscience

Conscience

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Definition from the Web
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–noun
1. the inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action: to follow the dictates of conscience.
2. the complex of ethical and moral principles that controls or inhibits the actions or thoughts of an individual.
3. an inhibiting sense of what is prudent: I'd eat another piece of pie but my conscience would bother me.
4. conscientiousness.
5. Obsolete. consciousness; self-knowledge.
6. Obsolete. strict and reverential observance.
—Idioms
7. have something on one's conscience, to feel guilty about something, as an act that one considers wrong: She behaves as if she had something on her conscience.
8. in all conscience,
a. in all reason and fairness.
b. certainly; assuredly.
Also, in conscience.
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i felt that i lost 'em...
after having a chat with Ah Boy and Carlyn
yeah,
a chat about my ex-gfs during my year of study in Kampar.
felt really really bad about dumping them.
thinking back how stupid and heartless of me in the first place.
even thou that
no matter how sorry i felt now.
it just wouldn't change isn't it?

well i did msn a recent ex-gf of mine a few moments ago.
but till now there is no reply,
well i guess she couldn't accept it until now.
couldn't blame anyone but myself.

all of them have their bfs now.
they seems happy.
I should feel happy for them,
shouldn't I?

seeing a smile on their face.
brightens me a little.
at least knowing them that
they found their true love of their live.

conscience.
a journey for me start finding them?