冬恋

冬天夜里难入眠，

与君分隔东西边，

烦了嘴里摊着烟，

得知君儿刚上线，

卯时线上聊了天，

希望来日得见面，

希望未来有份缘。。

Someone Left Me...

no, it's not someone just special.
He's my buddy
my coursemate,
my friend.
he just left us like that,
leaving nothing but our depress.

i can't believe that it's his departure that lead me to write on this blog again.
FUCK IT MAN!
WHY
how could you....

miss you man,
those unspeakable words,
things that unable for me to do,
things that i've did.

I'm sorry.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I miss you....

1st of November.
every year.
this is the day that i will remind me of you.

rest in peace,
my friend...
farewell...

Conscience

Conscience

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Definition from the Web
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–noun
1. the inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action: to follow the dictates of conscience.
2. the complex of ethical and moral principles that controls or inhibits the actions or thoughts of an individual.
3. an inhibiting sense of what is prudent: I'd eat another piece of pie but my conscience would bother me.
4. conscientiousness.
5. Obsolete. consciousness; self-knowledge.
6. Obsolete. strict and reverential observance.
—Idioms
7. have something on one's conscience, to feel guilty about something, as an act that one considers wrong: She behaves as if she had something on her conscience.
8. in all conscience,
a. in all reason and fairness.
b. certainly; assuredly.
Also, in conscience.
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i felt that i lost 'em...
after having a chat with Ah Boy and Carlyn
yeah,
a chat about my ex-gfs during my year of study in Kampar.
felt really really bad about dumping them.
thinking back how stupid and heartless of me in the first place.
even thou that
no matter how sorry i felt now.
it just wouldn't change isn't it?

well i did msn a recent ex-gf of mine a few moments ago.
but till now there is no reply,
well i guess she couldn't accept it until now.
couldn't blame anyone but myself.

all of them have their bfs now.
they seems happy.
I should feel happy for them,
shouldn't I?

seeing a smile on their face.
brightens me a little.
at least knowing them that
they found their true love of their live.

conscience.
a journey for me start finding them?

Camwhoring :3

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sorry guys for the disappearance AGAIN

yeah been a god darn busy week
it's been like...entering the 4th week or so of non-stoping exam madness
insane isn't it?

it's not that really that busy either
haha
just don't know what to write and don't really have something to update about.

so yeah.
Cam-Whoring


Say Hello To Ms Karen Kan. I know she's going to kill me if she sees this haha.


Behold.....Utar Toilet Cam Whoring


Yeah It's The Toilet Again =/


Last Scene!!!!!


Ninja MODE!!


Turtle Neck - SeeD
Jacket - Sub

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It's Been A While Right?

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It's been a while since i last updated,
everything's been cool
just tired with constant exams and stuffs
intended to drop 1 repeat subject but then all
works done have been wasted
due to the amount paid for the subject cannot be refunded
geez
just wasting my time writing the god darn letter.
so well
heading back to class AGAIN
and i think i just miss the mid term for that particular subject
let's see of the lecturer is able to let me resit for the subject's mid term 1
owh right
within this period of time.
FINALLY
found someone fond of roses.
but she's fond of purple roses.
while me on the other hand prefer red or black
according to her
purple roses possessed evil powers @@
scary isn't it?
haha
"Jen"
feel free to visit her blog at the link place.
well in case you're just too lazy to find it
i'll submit a link here.
ღ Deep WIthin Jen - Jen Ny ღ
Jen hope you don't mind I help promote your blog ya? ^^

till then fellas.
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On and On - Utada Hikaru
album - This Is The One (2009)

(On & On) [x4]

I just want to dance the night, the night, away
Go ahead and make my day, Mr. DJ
(Make the night go on and on, make the night go on and on)

[Chorus:]
Honeys, if you're gay, burn it up, like a gay parade
Honeys, if you're straight, bump it up, take it all away
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic's what I am today
Light me up

[Refrain:]
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on
I'm living up my life until the day I die
Don't need a lullaby

Ee oh ee oh (on & on & on) [x4]

Music got me sweating hard
I feel my heart bumping like an 808
Uh huh, okay

Make the night go on and on
If you want to mess with us
Make the night go on and on
You can play the game with us

[Chorus]
Honeys, if you're gay, burn it up, like a gay parade
Honeys, if you're straight, bump it up, take it all away
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic's what I am today
Light me up

[Refrain]
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on
I'm living up my life until the day I die
Don't need a lullaby

Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic
On & on, on & on & on
Intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic is what I am today
Light me up
Make the night go on and on and on
You know we go on and on and on
Make the night go on and on and on...

Utada's New Album :D

Seriously i'm slow about this one...
it's out but i got lagged behind
I'm so sorry Utada-Chan.

anyway.
plan to get her album this weekend and will listen to it whole day and night :)

Fellas
I present you

Utada Hikaru
This Is The One (2009)
Released 12th May 2009